Am I stupid? Craving love,wanting to be seen, to be heard but still yet I'm not😂😂😂.
I'd rather hurt everyone,since I'm hurting everyone should feel hurt, they should feel that pain but I guess I'm scared to hurt anyone because I know how it feels to be hurt, I'm tired if crying out but not ever heard.
Being body shamed by outsiders is one thing but those subtle jokes from loved ones that I laughed over really hurt me, it made me cry the most,I reminisced over those words like they were fond remarks and not subtle jabs that bruised me.
I've cried over those words, I've hurt myself over those words, I've begged myself to move on from these words, still yet I've been unable to, I want someone to see me drowning and help me, I want to be rescued but I guess I shouldn't expect help from anyone but myself.
I'm sinking I know, barely afloat but I guess I would be able to keep my mask a little longer, I guess I would be able to breathe a little longer even if it's difficult.
YOU ARE READING
The Bridge
RandomI guess when the masks finally starts slipping off they'd ask why you never told them beforehand that you were hurting. I guess until you finally break no one will see you no matter how loud you scream.
