He opened my scars.
It was so excruciatingly painful it was a feeling I want to forget, but the pains still there.
I can mask it.
Ive masked it my entire life.
One more thing shouldn't be a problem.
Juliette's my main concern.
She was trying to figure out the pain, she was stabbed.
This poor girl shouldn't go through anything else.
Her family didnt want her, nobody did.
Locked away to die alone, bored, scared, cold.
Then what I did to her-
I could never forgive myself.
Everything I did to her she forgave, in every kiss she gives me I feel it.
It makes me sick.
Im such a cruel person I have no clue how I live with myself.
Everythings perfect with her.
I couldnt change a thing.
The progress weve made, together, as a sector, country, and now taking over.
Shes incredible.
And every bit mine.
Every curve, every edge, the highlights of her face.
Just a stunning piece of artwork that I will never look away from.
Her eyes, windows into an oblivion I know I cant get out of.
Her hair, covering her back, almost hitting her-
Jesus.
I will kiss that girl until she knows how much I love her, care for her, want to be with her.
Shes the best thing that's every happened to me.
I love her.
I love Juliette Ferras.
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Everyones here at base, Kenji walks in with his duffle bag, his eyes meet mine.
I sprint to him hugging him as tight as I can, but careful not to crush him.
"Princess I missed you" he says burying his face into my hair.
"I missed you to I whisper"
I tell them everything.
Everyones concerned, I try to ease them down.
"Well where is he now?" Winston asks.
"Sector 23" Aaron says walking out of the elevator, a folder in his hand.
"Im going to go and track him down" Aaron says a duffle in his hand.
"No your not-"
"Juliette dont"
"Your not going alone, you know what he can do" i say "and what if I need you?"
Aarons jaw tightens, everyones looking at us.
"Its fine man go I got her" Kenji says putting his arms on my shoulders.
Aaron nods, kisses me and heads for the door.
"Aaron-" I choke out.
I try to run, Kenji has his stronghold on me.
"Kenji let me go" I say sternly.
"Sorry princess, next time" he says.
I left Kenji, as gently as I can and throw him to the side, running for Aaron.
"Aaron!" I cry.
He stops, dropping his head.
"Let me go with you"
"No Juliette, youd get hurt, and after last times fiasco-"
"If im here he could kill me and you cant do anything about it" I say my eyes pleading.
"Hes using a remote to control you Juliette, I just have to get it and see what we could do"
"Your not leaving without me" I say.
Arms wrap around me and Im trying to get out of them but when I do Aarons gone.
I look at Kenji.
"Sorry princess its for the best" Kenji says walking away setting up his bed for the weekend.
Now all I can think about is Aaron.
