Just Barely

Just Barely Alive

FAMILY

Just barely alive after what recently happened. One of the most unexpected experiences ever. I'm so fucking tired with all of this, but i can't stop, cause we'll it's life, if you wanna just end yourself, what's the point?

Either way we're gonna die anyways, so if u end it sooner, you can't enjoy the things you wanna enjoy in life, you can't experience life the way you wanna experience it, maybe just maybe, you'll find the light in your dark life currently.

One day, you'll find someone who truly loves you for who you are, and you don't need to prove anything, because they love you for who you are, not your looks, but your personality, your giggles, and so much more.

I didn't even think finding love like that was possible. But then if you end your life now what's the point because either way you're also gonna die, like you can't even enjoy what life is, maybe you've been hit multiple times with your life problems, but when you're happy, you're gonna be super duper happy, so like it's gonna be worth living for and one day you're gonna find someone who actually really-really and truly loves you , and will also show you what real love looks like.

Maybe you'll even experience heartbreak. But then heartbreaks will teach you that, maybe something is better left behind. And that something that you left behind is just a lesson. And with that lesson , you can achieve something better.

Maybe you thought you've found the love of your life, but it turns out that it was the loss of your life.
The love of your life that you thought was that spesific person just decided to break your heart in a million pieces and when you thought your family loved you. But then they just decided that they don't want you, but they have to keep you because, well, they birthed you.

When your family just decided that they just hate you because of the way you act but they still keep you because you're their child. In reality they actually fucking love you. They really do, but the way they show love is different than what we expected.

Maybe someday you realize that everything you've been through when you were young, maybe worth it for your adult life, maybe now you're thinking, like, oh, why are they doing this to me or why are they doing that? But then when you think about it , you're going to actually use that in your adult life.

Dont forget that FAMILY COMES FIRST.

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