Rot my flesh and bleed my bones

"Save me" scraps

Quick A/N- You absolutely don't need to read this but yk it WOULD be nice if you did. I'm a big writer however like most writers I don't finish my works or I'll scrap them if I don't deem them good enough. This "book" will be a collection of all my unfinished or disliked works. I know these are good in their own way even if I don't like them. However it's not about showing off, I want to give inspiration and share my stories. I want to help writers evolve and grow. Hopefully I will as well. I haven't been on wattpad in a long time so I'm hoping that it will actually recommend my writing to people but who knows. Wattpad could've changed drastically. Anyways onto the stories.
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Save me series
Part 1
Her laughs and cries are the same

She cried "why do you never come to save?"
Her laughs and cry's are the same
She said, with a laugh, "he wished me away"
Her laughs and cry's are the same

She asked on said night "I wish you'd came and save"
Though I simply said
"Your laughs and cry's are the same"
She looked at me with wonder
Though I knew she didn't deserve me as her lover

She told the town I was a no good liar
So I told her she's better off with the others
The ones who linger to sell their beer
The ones who pay to wipe their tears

One night she ran off in my coat
Others screamed "it's just a hoax"
I stared at those who dared my pain
I screamed at those who laughed at my disarray

"One fateful night", I told her in truth
"I finally realized it was all a hoot"
She looked at me with those dreary eyes
"your laughs and cry's are all lies

Part 2

I cried as he stared
I fought as he cared
He didn't understand what I said
But in my head I screamed "he did!"

He swore hed save before it was late
My heart ached while he played his game
The game he had sworn was love with eyes blown
He didn't know I could see his withered bones

Every night I covered my vulnerable tears
And all he did was tell me they were fears
I didn't believe him, not even a bit
Because he swore he'd save with a skit

My love dwindled, so did his
We both loved to hard to be this
My mask was built but so was his
I wonder when we will once again kiss

I wish he kept his promise "I swear I'll save"
But we both knew it was to late
He sees my mask and underneath
The attention makes me sheath

Scrapped version of part 2

My eyes watered as he stared
I fought as he cared
All in my head I swore he knew
But with those trembling words I figured it wasn't true

"Your laughs and cry's are all the same" He said with blame
Underneath it was all shame
He fought to save
A promise he once made

Now in this time I finally see the lies
In my head they were beautiful rhymes
A strung together plan, one that had his name
But what i saw and where it came won't begin to frame

My mind is a mess but so is my loves
He just never pushed when it came to shove
In the past I set out to marry
But some how I can't begin to feel merry

He's right infront, the one I love
I wished a ring bared my glove
For no one can compare to the one who promised to save
But all along I made him my slave

"I didn't know"I plead with guilt
Only now I knew I had undone what we built
One last moment between us lovers
only this time it was under the covers