Yeji stepped into the dorm room, dragging her bag across the floor with a reluctant scrape. The space was smaller than she'd imagined from the tour, and the walls, though freshly painted, carried a faint echo of other people's lives. Somehow, it felt impossibly familiar—and impossibly wrong.
Ryujin was already there. Leaning against her desk, arms crossed, hair dyed in sharp streaks that caught the light, tattoos peeking from under her sleeves. Piercings glinted faintly as she tilted her head, measuring Yeji like she always did, even when they were younger and less complicated.
"Why did you have to pick this exact room? Of all people..." Ryujin's voice was flat, carrying the weight of old arguments neither had ever really settled.
Yeji stiffened slightly, setting her bag down with a thud. She tried not to flinch, though her chest tightened in a way that reminded her why she hated this particular reunion. "I didn't pick it. I got assigned."
Ryujin's scoff was sharp, rolling her eyes. "Yeah right. As if fate isn't having a laugh at my expense."
"I mean it," Yeji said, keeping her voice calm, measured. "I wouldn't be here if I didn't have to be." She began arranging her trophies on the shelf, carefully aligning them by size. Sports medals, neatly stacked. A few framed photos of friends and family. Posters she liked—not too tacky, not too loud—leaned against the wall, waiting for their turn.
Ryujin's gaze lingered on the display for a moment, expression flickering in ways Yeji recognized too well. Nostalgia? Regret? Annoyance? Whatever it was, it vanished behind a wall of defiance. "Whatever. Just stay on your side and we won't have problems."
"Planned on it," Yeji said lightly, forcing a neutral tone. She could feel the old habit of tension coiling in her stomach, the familiar adrenaline that always came with Ryujin in the same room.
A sharp scrape of a guitar case against the floor drew Yeji's attention. Ryujin grabbed it with a clear flicker of irritation. "Good. I have practice anyway. Don't wait up."
Yeji let out a quiet sigh of relief, letting her shoulders relax for a fraction of a second. The room felt quieter, if only temporarily.
Ryujin paused at the door, glancing back. There was a trace of something in her eyes—familiarity, resentment, maybe even a reluctant acknowledgment that Yeji had changed. "And don't touch my stuff."
Yeji rolled her eyes and picked up a few posters, letting her hands linger over them before deciding where they belonged. "Don't you have somewhere you're supposed to be?"
The grip on the guitar case tightened, knuckles whitening. "Fuck you, Yeji. I'm leaving." Her words were sharp, final. The door slammed behind her, echoing through the dorm like a punctuation mark on their shared history.
Alone, Yeji exhaled slowly, leaning against the desk for support. She picked up a small stuffed animal from her bag and placed it in the net above her desk. A soft reminder of herself, of a side that still existed beneath the practical, composed exterior she'd cultivated over the years.
She straightened the trophies once more, aligning them perfectly, the posters now arranged to tell a story: victories, milestones, fragments of her life she wanted to remember—not hide. A small corner of her shelf was dedicated to her old love for soccer, a few medals carefully stacked. It wasn't cluttered like it used to be; she had control now.
Her gaze drifted to the empty space where Ryujin had been. Memories flickered unbidden—late-night arguments, laughter that had once been theirs, touches that had meant everything. Yeji blinked them away. She wasn't here for nostalgia. She was here for school, for herself. But that didn't make the tightness in her chest any less real.
She moved to the bed, tossing her bag neatly at the foot, and let herself sink into the mattress. The quiet was heavy, a contrast to the chaos of the past. For a moment, she let herself imagine the dorm without Ryujin in it, without the tension thick in the air. But the image felt hollow; it wasn't reality. Ryujin was here. She always seemed to be.
Yeji's fingers traced the edge of a trophy, and a small, almost imperceptible smile tugged at her lips. She was ready for this year, ready to pursue her goals, ready to keep her peace—but the room felt charged, the past refusing to let go completely.
And somewhere in the back of her mind, she knew Ryujin wasn't going anywhere.
KAMU SEDANG MEMBACA
Lines in the Margin
Fiksi PenggemarFive years. That's how long Yeji spent learning to survive without Ryujin. Five years of routines, trophies, late nights, and avoiding memories that refused to stay buried. Now, fate-or a really bad housing assignment-throws them back into the same...
