I miss you so much it’s like a wound that never heals,
A quiet storm inside my chest,
Every heartbeat a drum,
Pounding louder when I think of you.
I want to lay my face in your lap,
Feel your hand gently on my head,
To stay there, lost in your warmth,
As if time could stop,
And the world could fade away.
I’m tired,
So tired of pretending I’m okay,
Of walking through days like a ghost,
Smiling when I want to cry,
Laughing when I want to break.
I long for you
Not just your smile, your voice, your touch,
But for every little thing:
The way you tilt your head,
The way you breathe when you sleep,
The way your eyes light up when you’re happy.
I miss the way you listen,
The way you understand without words,
The way you hold me when I’m afraid,
The way you make me feel whole.
I’m tired of being strong,
Tired of carrying this weight alone,
I just want to rest,
To let go,
To feel your arms around me,
And forget everything else.
My heart pounds like it’s trying to escape,
Every beat screaming your name,
Every breath filled with memories,
Every moment without you feels like a lifetime.
I long for you,
Not in the usual way,
But deeply, painfully,
Like my soul is split in two,
And only you can make me complete.
I want to stay like this,
In the safety of your presence,
In the quiet of your love,
While all the noise of the world fades.
Longing is a silent scream,
A tear that won’t fall,
A love that aches too much to speak,
And all I really want
Is to be with you,
To feel your hand on my head,
And let the world disappear.
But if I can’t have you,
Then let me be the moonlight
That slips through your window at night,
Quiet, persistent,
Always finding my way to your face,
Even when you don’t see me.
