Sanam Teri Kasam

Lilac 💫

Year 2000
Nasha tera, dil ko laga
Dena nahi, mujhko daga....
She stirred in her sleep, sweats coming all over her face...

Mai teri aadat ka mara,
Hai kya ye meri khata?
Tears formed in her eyes, what was happening to her? Sweats were all over face, all she could see was two hands holding each other and before they could separate, she heard a voice, Sana beta kya hua, itna paseena...sana utho na, darao mat. Beta utho...
And finally she opened her eyes, only to see dadi maa, staring at her worried and all she could do was hug her and cry.

Dadi maa, meri bacchi, maa baba ko khone ka sadma bardash hi nahi kar pa rahi hai...hey bhagwan raksha kro iski
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Year 2020
She was sitting, in front of the lake and staring it, as if she has some connections with it. Sighing she took out her diary, her peace
Dear dairy,
Aaj dadi, bhi nahi rahi mere paas.
Kya itna hi hota hai, zindagi ka raaz
Jo aaya hai use jana hi parta hai,
Phir kyu ye sach itna karwa lagta hai?
Duniya, do hisso mai bhale hi bati hai
Par ye sach sabpe lagu hota hai,
Jo aaya hai use jana hi parta hai....

Sighing she closed her diary and looked at the wide sky, it was time of sunset...her favourite time, she neither liked day nor she liked night...she only liked this, this sunset it was quite, it was like her...who knew a lot, but like the sunset she was also silent...because apne feelings ko sabd mai kaise express kare, kya ye utna asaan hai?
She went home and it was all empty, she missed dadi maa, its been 13 days and finally she accepted the truth and now she was all alone in this world, sighing she did her packing. She received a notification, that she was selected for the college she applied, it was in Dehradun, all she wanted was to start a new life, she can't bear the feelings anymore, she needed to move on.
She saw her phone, and there was no one with whom she could talk, she didn't have friends, she never felt that attachment with anybody. Maybe she was different and she knew that,
Reenu her housemaid came and saw her packing, beta aap jaao na mai kar deti hu, aap aaram karo.
She smiled at her, nahi aunty it's okay , mai kar lungi...thora hi hai, chaliye ab aapko meri dekhbaal aur nahi karni paregi...aap free ho
Reenu had tears in her eyes, I will miss u beta...itni si thi aap, jab yaha aayi thi , mere paas koi beti nahi thi, par aapka dhyaan rkhte rkhte wo kami kabhi lagi nhi, shukriya beta. Aapne mujhe wo diya, jo koi nahi de sakta, ek maa ka ehsaas.

She looked at her with a smile, aunty mai hamesha, aapko call karungi, bus dur ja rhi hu ... baaki jab bhi yaha aaungi, aapse hi milungi aake..aap hi to bus ho mere paas, mujhe bhi aapki bohot yaad aayegi, acche se rehna aap. Call karti rhungi.

Saying this she hugged her and finally she was done with her packing,
She checked her tickets and she was all ready to go.

It was late at night, and finally she went to sleep...only to be accompanied by that one sound...
That sound who has been following her since she knew, it was foreign yet close, it was something which made sense to her, but what was it?RAAT bhar askhon ne, tujko hi manga hai...
har duaon mai tujhko hi manga hai...Tera jana...jaise koi baduann...
That was it she knew she needed to get up and she did, sighing she looked outside and it was time of her flight. So she quickly packed her essentials and left.
To a new journey, to a new place.

Sooooo.... This is my new story, will write this from 5 may 2026, stay tuned. That's it.