In The Fields of Daffodils

Chapter 12: 11:11 make a wish

Third Person's POV

After the incident they barely talk because it's hellweek again for the both of them, it's in the middle of the night and yet russle can't close her eyes no matter what she did or no matter what position she makes to make herself comfortable and then nag desisyon sya na mag paint ng kung ano ano at first it was going well until biglang nanginig kamay nya and nainis sya nasira nya yung puno sa painting nya but still she chose to fix it even tho it's in mess and then after that she show it to Gaile ask if it was ok and said it was beautiful and after a few minutes of brushing and writing poems, russle finally fell asleep

Russle's POV

I kept chatting my cof which is Nik,Mae and Jo dahil hindi ko nanaman kinakaya inaatake na ako to the point na di ako nakapag solve ng math problems because of my panick attack I beg the time of them na pumunta sila kahit saglit lang.

supposed to be si Gaile ngunit ayoko naman sya istorbohin dumating ang recess time at pumunta sila finally shit hahaha di pa ako nakakalapit bumagsak agad luha ko nang pababa kami ng hagdan nakita ko sya masaya ka holding hands si nyx they look so happy di na para guluhin ko pa maye jade is right I should let go.

para madistract nila ako nag gala kami sa campus and nag stay sa SMAW shop at dun ko kwenento lahat dun ko iniyak at tinanong ni sir Cruz kung ok lang ba ako and I wipe my tears and smiled lang.

After few minutes ng pag papatahan sakin umalis na ako ng shop at sinamahan si nik sa head office nag paulan ako because whenever I had problems I want it to rain kasi rain is the only thing that calms me down, di ko na nasamahan pa si nik ng sobra dahil ako ay late na sa science time.

Fast forward uwian na before ako umuwi bumili ako ng takoyaki because it's my favorite and cravings hanggang sa sumagi sa isip ko yung ginawa kong art and sketch for Gaile "oo nga pala bibigay ko pa pala yun."

Bulong ko sa sarili ko hayyy sige na nga pero baka maistorbo ko ih hayyysss pero still sinantabi ko ang pag aalangan at tumawag sa bahay nila damn it's fucking awkward ano ba russle umayos ka palabas na sya oh gago ka ba then I gave her the art work she looks tired I know it then after that di na ako gaano nag tagal and umuwi na rin.

Hayy eto nanaman tayo eh, habang nainom ako ng gatas sa terrace biglang nag chat si Gaile saktong 11:11 she said I should make a wish and sakto may shooting star, then I said my wish and syempre di ko sasabihin ano yun but that includes Gaile in it. I just hope she's doing ok right now hanggang kailan ba toh mauulit? Palagi nalang nangyayari sakin hayyy but it's ok as long as she's happy then I'm good. Sana naman this time matulad na ang wish ko for her good.

Onti nalang lord.. please guide me through my journey di ko na nakakayanan.. onti onti nang sumusuko katawan ko.

Authors note: song choice of the day is oceans and engines by niki