Adopted by phan

chapter 4 (TRIGGER WARNING)

" we feel like kayleigh is a part of our family could we adopt her?" dan and phil say at the same time.

im sorry what? PHAN ADOPT ME? this has to be a dream! mind blown. wow.

"dan, come on lets go sign the papers, kayleigh, honey, please pack your stuff." 

"oh o-ok" 

     i've packed everything in my bedroom now, lets grab my toiletries. this is the last time ill stand at this mirror and think how unlucky i am to have shit-brown eyes and hair and how i have this massive nose which doesnt suit my face and then ERUPT into a puddle of tears and endup slicing my rists or thighs. its a shame really. 

DANS POV 

kayleigh has been upstairs for ages. i should go check on her. 

"im just checking on kayleigh, be back in a minute," i whispered to phil.  

i went to keyleighs room and knocked on the door, there was no answer so i poped my head through the door, to see kayleigh curled in a ball listening to panic! at the disco, quite loudly aparently.

i shook her to get her attention, and she jumped and smiled a fake smile. 

KAYLEIGH'S POV

i felt a hand on my shoulder. i looked up to see dan smiling down on me so i gave him my biggest smile i could manage at this time. he looked uncirtain and just turned around anf picked up my bag and left, well, i guess im going now. 

by the time i'd said all my goodbyes (tbh they were mainly fuck you's) it had been a long time and near to dinner time. the first thing phil said when we got out of the home was 

"im starving, daaaaaaan? what are we having for dinnnnnner?" to which dan replied with 

" McDonalds" 

after dinner, we got a cab all the way back to london.  

once we got in the house, i realised something, if i was having  dan or phils room, they'd be sharing, which would make phan real, to an extent. 

"why are you smiling like a psychopath?" i heard whilest thinking of all the fanfiction i have read.

"Actually, I am a high functioning sociopath, do your research. no no no, phan is real."

"Well duh," was my response from both boys. 

a/n 

hey this is the last chapter for today, ill try to update as much as possible, but i doubt that often.