Maybe I Should Go

Summary of the deleted chapter

So Ross wakes up to an empty home and finds everything and Amanda gone. She left him a letter explaining why shes gone away.

Dear Ross,

I'm sorry it came to this. I risked my life to put things back together. Liv new I was hiding something and she tried to force it out of me. I couldn't let that happen. Now that I'm gone you guys can figure out my secret because it won't matter. Tell Liv about these lyrics and she will know.

Sometimes quiet is violent
I find it hard to hide it
My pride is no longer inside
It's on my sleeve
My skin will scream
Reminding me of
Who I killed inside my dream
I hate this car that I'm driving
There's no hiding for me
I'm forced to deal with what I feel
There is no distraction to mask what is real
I could pull the steering wheel

Liv will know she will figure it out.

I'm so sorry.
Love,
Amanda.

So after reading this, Ross races to Liv and Riker's house. He walks in to find them having sex on the couch.

Once they were clothed, Riker left to make coffee whilst Ross and Liv crack the code. Being the idiot Ross is he forgot the letter and he sang the line of lyrics he remembered. Liv automatically recognized the song as Car Radio by Twenty Øne Piløts.

Once reading the lyrics again Liv pieces together the secret. She points out that Amanda was always touchy about the Radley incident and Liv found her cutting in her bathroom after a discussion about it. They figured out that Amanda was the derranged patient from Radley. Liv remembers how broken up Amanda was after her boyfriend of many years dumped her out of the blue. Amanda didn't go to summer camp that year, she went to Radley.

The chapter ends with a clueless Riker sitting down with a cup of black coffee and Liv tells him everything they discovered about Amanda's past.

Very irritated author here. I'm not the only one getting chapters deleted either. Ginger_Lemonade had her first chapter of Suicide Queen deleted. Go read that btw. It's great. But I'll keep posting hoping it stays.
Love
~Amanda