Morality is a fiction, there is only INDIFFERENCE. Through anger, I gain POWER. Through loopholes, I keep POWER. Through edginess, my mediocrity is GLOSSED OVER
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Ms.Janeth drones on as I yawn trying to pay attention to... wait. Algebra, yeah that's what I'm learning. Anywho Jim isn't here today, neither is Clare or Toby 'awe there probably on some mission' i think sadly that the only people I talk to aren't here. 'Guess I'm cosplaying an alone emo... wait I don't have to cosplay it'. I try not to laugh at my own stupid thought as the bell finally rings. I thankfully get up and pack up my stuff, I yawn and walk out the door mixing in with the horde of students wanting to get to lunch.
I walk out of the school and run to Mr. Benoit for lunch. I run in, out of breath and wave to Douxie who brings over my order, since we work at the same library I get friend perks here. "Thanks doux," I say as I dap him up "Anytime mate" he responds already rushing off to take care of needy customers. I run back out and walk to school eating the mini pizza I usually get.
School went on as normal for the rest of the day so as soon as the bell rang of course I sprinted out of class. I ran out the door and started walking home, well, to Stuart Electronics. I walk in and Stuart runs up to me in his usual human facade "How was school kiddo?" I shrug and put my bag in the back room glancing lightly at the model that lies on the table, briefly readjusting Buster before walking into the main store and closing the door.
"Any customers today" I ask lightly as I check my phone in my pocket "A few small things oh oh! General Morando started a coup today" I immediately jerk up at Stuart's words "damn sucks for them" I say casually barely looking up from my phone 'Why do I care about intergalactic events? Oh yeah, I don't'. Stuart makes multiple dramatic offended noises "how could you say that, Princess Aja and Prince Krel are legends". I raise an eyebrow and shrug "Why should I care?". Stuart sputters loudly "Why-why should you care!? Because your-"
"I swear to god if you say I'm supposed to be a ‘sentinal’ I will send you 6 feet under" I cut him off looking at him how I looked at my cat when he brought in a mouse. Stuart shuts up and goes back to taking account of everything in the store.
The rest of my shift was calm with only some customers. "Bye Stuart" I call as I walk out, I could hear his response "Bye Mars" I walk home to mt empty apartment paid for with the help of Stuart and Douxie. We'll when I first got it now I pay for it myself. I throw my bag, ID, and jacket down. I then take off my shoes and stretch, my back popping.
I decided to go and get ready for bed since I have nothing else to do in my meaningless life. Anywho I get ready for bed and I decide to scroll for the next 1
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5 hours. Wow, I really need a job oh wait I have one. At around 1 am I decided to put my phone away and go to bed. I plug my phone in and roll over staring at a dark corner in my room.
I don't know when I fell asleep I just remember waking up to darkness. I can feel my limbs and my body but I can't move. My eyes won't open, I feel the soft covers under me but I can't move. Panic sets in and I scream I hear it muffled by my closed unmoving mouth. After a while, I feel my finger finally twitch and I move my hand and open my eyes. I roll over and immediately sit up panting.
I climb out of bed and shake out all my limbs trying to shake the feeling of not being able to move. I sigh heavily and go to the bathroom, I turn on the water and splash my face.
I get dressed and go into my kitchen, I check the fridge and grab a monster aka my breakfast. Yes, I can afford food, do I choose this? Yes. Is this jobless behavior? Yes.
I get up and go down and walk to Stuart's taco truck that picks me up every day. I knock on the back door and I hear the squeaking of his shoes running to the door. "Heyyyyy Mars!" He exclaims excitedly wayyyy too much energy for seven in the morning. I wave tiredly and get in immediately going to my spot in the front passenger seat. I bring my legs up into the seat and lay my head on them. Stuart gets into the driver's seat and starts his truck. He seemed to get the message about him being too energetic because he obviously dialed it down.
We get to school and I tiredly climb out while waving bye to Stuart. I walk in and go to my first period so I'm not awkwardly wandering. Sadly English was the usual droning on and on and on. When the bell rings I quickly get up and run out the door. I go to my locker to get snacks when I hear "aughhhhhh a daxial array is not a band!". I immediately whip around and look for the source to see a boy my age absolutely crashing out. He had semi-dark skin and wavy longish hair and a blue shirt with jeans. "Dude if it's tech it's probably in the science lab" the boy he was talking to responded. I then notice a girl walking up with Converse, a plaid dress, and blonde almost white hair. The Latino in the blue suddenly pulls Eli by his shirt and demands that Eli take them to the science lab.
Poor Eli bruh he didn't ask for this.
