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MALAI DESTINEE
I laid next to Lay as I vented to her. "I don't know what to do Laylin for real" I was talking to her about Harlem I started to feel the feelings I once did for him and it was scaring me.
"Girl he obviously still loves you Malai why are you scared? You can't keep on letting the past control you." I was on the verge of crying and this didn't help at all.
"I know I'm trying and he said he forgave me Laylin but I haven't forgave my self..." "and why not Lai? You the only one that hasn't forgave yourself for this shit, why are you still holding onto this." I started to wipe my tears not letting them fall.
"I don't know..." I curled my hair up not wanting to stare at her. "Well until you forgive yourself then I don't know what to say to you Malai." I nodded understanding her.
"Do you love him still?" "Yeah" "then it's clear that y'all need to get back together Malai." I huffed rubbing my eyes and standing up.
"I'm gonna go home and package clothes" "ok I love you and are you going out with me tonight again?" "I would say no but honestly I need a drink or two." I said my I love you's and got in my jeep going back to my house.
I sat in the room with the packages all over again putting labels on everything, I already packaged everything up I just had to put where they were going on it.
My phone started to ring I already knew who it was my heart beat picked up and I answered the call.
"Ma ma whatchu doin?" His eyes were low and red meaning he was high. "Just in my package room Harlem how was your day?" He squinted his eyes before licking his lips.
"My day was the same pretty you eat yet." "Yeah I had a really good salad earlier" his face scrunched up at my words. "Malai that aint real food" "well I was about to make me some chicken strips I don't know what sides tho..."
I was thinking in my head about what sides I should do when he interrupted my thought process. "Make some macaroni or fries" "that's such a kids meal Harlem" he laughed and I smiled.
"Can you go out with me Lau wants me to go today." "Mhm" I heard talking in the background and then Nyella popped her head in the camera also looking faded.
"Hi my baby you look so pretty like always" "thank you Nyella you look pretty to. Why are you guys both high?" "We not that high just a lil weed in our system." I nodded even tho it didn't seem like a little bit of weed.
"Nyella you should come with me and Harlem!" "No Malai she gon have you drunk off your ass she's an alcoholic." "Don't listen to him boo I'm not an alcoholic yes I drink a little bit of red wine every night but so what?" I laughed at her comment and she started smiling too.
