✦ Chapter Twenty: No More Running

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Zei didn't plan on falling asleep.
Not really.

One moment, her curled frame leaned into Kael's side, shoulder brushing his with quiet familiarity. The next, the world blurred soft at the edges - exhaustion pulling at her bones, the weight of everything she carried finally melting beneath the warmth of his hand resting steady in hers.

For once, she let it.

Let herself stay.
Let herself rest.

When she woke, it wasn't with a start. It wasn't with panic clawing at her chest the way it used to be.

It was quiet. Slow.

The way mornings should be, but never were.

The soft hum of rain still pressed faint against the glass. The dim glow from Kael's window stretched in lazy patterns across the floorboards, painting warmth where the world outside stayed cold.

Kael hadn't moved.

She blinked against the haze of sleep, turning her head just enough to see him watching her. Not staring. Not waiting. Just... there. Solid as ever.

"You're awake," he said, voice low, like the night still held them in its palms.

"You let me sleep."

"You needed it."

Zei stretched beneath the blanket he'd tucked around her. "You're... unfairly kind to me."

Kael's mouth tilted. Not quite a smile. Not teasing either. "Someone should be."

Her heart curled tight around those words - soft, reckless.

Neither of them moved right away.

Kael's hand found hers again without needing to search. Their fingers met easy now, like something well-practiced. Like something that had always known where it belonged.

"I keep waiting for this to scare me again," Zei said, voice quieter than before. "For all of this to feel too much."

"And does it?"

She shook her head. "No. Not with you."

Kael's thumb brushed over her knuckles. Slow. Careful. "Good."

The silence between them wasn't hollow. It wasn't empty. It was full of every quiet thing they hadn't said out loud yet.

When Kael moved, it wasn't rushed. It wasn't planned.

Just... natural.

His hand lifted - slow, steady - fingertips tracing the edge of her jaw, the soft curve beneath her cheekbone. A touch meant to ask, not to take. Gentle. Waiting.

"You're sure?" he asked, barely above a whisper.

Zei met his gaze. Steady. Certain in a way she hadn't thought possible months ago. "Yes."

That was all it took.

No rush. No dramatics.

Just the soft press of his mouth to hers.

Careful, like he knew her heart. Careful, like he'd been waiting for her to be ready.

Zei let herself lean into it - let herself believe this wasn't something to be afraid of.

Kael's hand didn't leave her jaw, didn't tighten, didn't pull. He held her like she was something fragile but not breakable. Something worth keeping steady.

And the kiss?
It wasn't the kind meant to make promises with teeth or hunger.
It wasn't about possession.

It was about permission.

I'm here. I'm not leaving.
You're safe now.

Her heart didn't race the way it had in the past, not out of fear. Not out of uncertainty. It moved slow beneath her ribs - steady, certain.

When they parted, Kael didn't pull away. His forehead rested against hers, breath shared in the soft space between them.

"You're not running," he said, quiet, like he wasn't asking.

"No," Zei whispered. "Not anymore."

Kael smiled - small, quiet. "Good."

But he didn't stop there.

He shifted, gently tugging her closer, wrapping his arms around her like it was second nature. Like he'd been waiting to hold her properly all this time.

Zei let herself melt into it - into him.

His hand rubbed slow, steady circles across her back, grounding her in the quiet way only Kael could.

"You okay?" he asked, voice tucked somewhere between careful and soft.

"Yeah," she breathed. "I'm okay."

"You're sure?"

Zei nodded against his shoulder. "I've never been more sure."

Kael exhaled, like he'd been holding onto that answer for longer than she realized.

"You're safe," he said again, a quiet vow stitched into the space between her breaths.

Her arms circled him back, holding onto him the way she hadn't known she could.

Not desperate. Not afraid.

Just... here.

Still here.

And maybe that was what love looked like after all the running stopped.

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