down hearted [completed]

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REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE BORN, WHEN YOU FIRST OPENED YOUR EYES AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS WHAT (?) / REMEMBER WHEN YOU STARTED WALKING AT TODDLER AGE (?) / REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE A LITTLE OLDER AND STARTED BEING ABLE TO SQUIGGLE LINES EVERYWHERE AND STARTED TO UNDERSTAND A LITTLE ABOUT THE WORLD (?) / REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE OLDER THEN THAT AND YOU HAD TO ATTEND SCHOOL EVERYDAY AND YOU JUST DAYDREAMED ALL THE DAMN TIME (?) / REMEMBER LATER ON FROM THEIR WHEN DADDY STOPPED SHOWING UP IN YOUR ROOM AND STOPPED TALKING TO YOU AND MUMMY WAS SHOUTING AND KICKED HIM OUT (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE STILL LITTLE AND YOU HEARD THEM SCREAMING ABUSE AT EACHOTHER AND YOU JUST SAT THEIR FROZEN (?) /REMEMBER YOUR FIRST YEAR OF THE BIGGER SIDE OF EDUCATION, REMEMBER WHEN YOU HAD TO START SITTING AND BEING TESTED AND TESTED AND TESTED (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE TRYING TO FIND YOURSELF (?) REMEMBER WHEN THOSE OLDER KIDS STARTED LOOKING AT YOU FUNNY JUST FOR YOU TRYING TO BE YOURSELF IN SCHOOL (?) REMEMBER WHEN THEY STARTED TALKING BAD ABOUT YOU AND CALLING YOU HORRIBLE THINGS (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU STARTED SHOUTING AT THE UP ABOVE BECAUSE YOU JUST FELT SO ALONE AND FORGOTTEN AND REMEMBER WHEN EVERYTHING FELT LIKE A DAMN HURRICANE AND YOU WERE JUST SPINNING AROUND IN IT (?) REMEMBER WHEN, WHEN YOU HAD TO SIT YOUR FIRST OFFICIAL EXAM (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU HAD TO MAKE SURE YOU REMEMBERED ALL THE RIGHT EQUIPMENT (?) REMEMBER THAT RELIEF YOU FELT WHEN THE EXAMS WERE OVER (?) / REMEMBER THE LONELINESS YOU FELT FROM ALL THOSE FRIENDS WHO STOPPED CONTACTING YOU AFTER THE BIGGER SIDE OF EDUCATION (?) / REMEMBER WHEN YOU STARTED CHOPPING UP YOUR SKIN BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T SEE A POINT TO YOUR LIFE, THAT YOU DIDN'T SEE A PURPOSE TO FOR YOURSELF IN THIS WORLD (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU MET THAT GUY WHO TORE YOU ONCE, THEN TWICE, THEN THRICE, THEN FOURTH, THEN FIFTH, SIXTH? SEVENTH? REMEMBER WHEN YOU DID THE SAME TO HIM? REMEMBER WHEN YOU BECAME DISTANT FROM EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE (?) REMEMBER WHEN EVERYTHING JUST FELT SO DAMN HARD IN YOUR LIFE AND YOU CRIED AND CRIED AND KEPT POURING YOUR HEART OUT ONTO YOURSELF AND ONTO YOUR BED SHEETS (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU STARTED YOUR NEXT PART OF EDUCATION (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU THOUGHT "THIS IS IT, I CAN FINALLY MOVE FORWARD." REMEMBER WHEN YOU MOVED FORWARD AND PACKED YOUR BAGS (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU GOT INTO THIS NEW CITY (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU TOOK A STEP INTO THAT STUDIO (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU STARTED TO DRAW AND PAINT AND MAKE AND ANALYSE EVERY PART OF YOUR CREATIONS (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU STARTED TO FEEL CONFIDENT (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU REALISED WHAT WASN'T FOR YOU AND TOOK THE CHANCE AFTER A YEAR, TO TAKE THE NEXT STEP (?) REMEMBER WHEN YOU STARTED TO WRITE IDEA AFTER IDEA AFTER IDEA DOWN (?) REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER WHEN YOU STARTED TO FALL INTO PIECES BUT STARTED TO FALL INTO PARTS AT THE SAME TIME (?) REMEMBER THAT IT IS OKAY, REMEMBER THAT WHAT YOU'RE FEELING NOW IS OKAY, REMEMBER WHAT YOU'RE FEELING NOW IS SOMEWHAT WHAT THOUSANDS OF OTHER PEOPLE WILL GO THROUGH JUST IN DIFFERENT WAYS (?) / REMEMBER THAT YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND YOU DO DESERVE A SAY IN YOUR LIFE, LIVE LIVE LIVE AND KEEP LIVING, KEEP FALLING IN AND OUT OF PLACE. KEEP BEING THE HUMAN BEING YOU WERE BORN TO BE!