Amanda's pov:
My palms are sweaty and I'm shaking all over, my face is pale as snow. But I know I can't turn back, I can't back down, I have to fight my battles. Only a few more steps and I'm at his door, the door I've dreaded going to all day. The door with a star on it and his name written across it..... Simon Cowell. Second thoughts breeze through my head as I reach to knock on the door but I push them a side, I knock on the door.
It swings open swiftly and I see Simon standing there, handsome as ever. "Hey Manda" he says. "Hey uh can I come in, it's important" I say fiddling with my fist. "Yeah ofcourse" he says. "Is everything OK? " He says clearly concerned by my tone, his face looks almost like mine, a bunch of nerves. "Yeah, well of sorts just do me a favour and please just don't say anything till I'm done" I say and he nods.
I prop myself up onto his dresser and take a deep breath in. "So ever since I've joined the show I've felt nevous, at first I thought it was because if being on tv and being exepted but after eight seasons I shouldn't be nervous anymore. And I've relised now that it wasn't the job making me nervous, it was you. But not in a bad way, in a way were I want to be a better person, in a way that makes me happy and excited." I stutter.
"Amanda i-" he starts. "I'm not done" I cut him off and he nods. "I'm think that this is more then just friendly feeling, I know we're best friends but I think I want more, and I think I'm. ... in love with you" I say getting quieter towards the end. He stands there not saying anything, what have I done. I get up to leave but suddenly he grabs my wrist. "I'll just go" I say tearing up, I thought I could stay strong but I can't. "Why?" He says. "I'll just go" I say trying to pull away but his warm grasp is to tight. "Can I say something?" He says, I know he isn't asking, I look down and nod.
"My dreams have been filled with you saying something like that, and let me tell you something babe, I've felt the same way" he says, I stop fighting comepletly and he let's me go, I guess he trusts me. "So now what?" I ask, looking down, he picks my chin up with his finger. "This" he says and we kiss, but not like any I've had with past boyfriends, a gentle but just rough enough. He seems to know exactly what I want, our lips just fit together like two puzzle pieces.
We pull apart and we just stand in the middle of his dressing room taking in the moment, his hand still on my cheek, his other takes mine. "I love you" I say shyly. "Don't be shy, I've been waiting forever to hear those words" he says and that makes me smile. "I love that smile" he says. "Good you'll be seeing it for a while" I smirk. "That's amazing news" he says, I catch a glimpse and his clock and relise it 5:13. "Shit!" I say and run to the door. "What?" He asks as I'm half way out his door. "I'm late for a meeting" I laugh.
Simon pov:
She's not slipping out of my fingers this time. "Wait!" I say but she's already out the door. "Yes?" She jogs backwards into my room. "Will you be my girlfriend?" I ask. "Of course now can I go please" she asks. "Wait gimme a kiss" I say, she comes and pecks me and runs down the hall.
"She okay?" Alesha asks walking up with David. "What just happened in there?" David says. "The best girl in the world is now mine" I say. "I'm proud you finally told her" Alesha says. "I'm didn't, she told me" I say. "Whatever works" David says. "I'm have dinner reservations to go make, Cya tomorrow love birds" I say and walk away. Man do I love Amanda.
