Thoughts

Do people really read these?

Thinking about thinking, thats what i usually do, but then its that one thought that is all like.. why did you do this? why did you get all depressing to people you never met in person and now you've been just not having the power to talk to them again and yeah it sucks but you did this to yourself, you had one rule, don't talk to strangers but you broke it and now you have to be forced to not break it again and if you do break it again you break the trust with your mom again, your sisters will be upset with you again, and then you wont be able to write, after waiting 5 months to even be able to look at online stuff again, but now you have millions of rules... why couldn't you keep that one rule why did you break it?  For what? You still don't have friends.