DollHouse Series 1: Apollo's Chef Doll (SPG)

7. Broken

"Alright, I'll go but I won't be long. I have to go see Chrezzy tonight" I told him. Heck I've been waiting for this day to come para makasama ko si Chrezzy and have a really good fuck with her kaya aalis ako kaagad para mapuntahan siya sa apartment niya. Hindi ko lang talaga matanggihan ang lakad na ito.

Hector drove the car to Nero's bar ang paboritong tambayan namin. Ang bar na pag mamay-ari ni Nero na sinunod din sa mismong pangalan niya. Nero owns a wide international chain of bars and night clubs including the DollHouse.

Pagdating namin doon ay nandun na silang lahat. Si kuya na masama ang tingin sa amin ni Hector but we just grinned at him. "Keep your hair on big bro. I'm still alive and kicking" biro ko sa kanya.

"Could be otherwise if you were unlucky" he said glaring at me but I just shrug and greet the other guys.

Argon looked drunk already drinking Johnnie Walker scotch na parang tubig lang kung tunggain ang baso na naglalaman ng bawat shot ng alak.

"Are you okay man? Mukhang plano mong magpaka lunod sa alak?" concern kong wika. Bagong kasal lang si Argon bout two weeks ago or so pero kung umasta parang mag didivorce na sila ng asawa niya. I knew why he married her and it's beyond having a new generation of Montefalcon pero alam kong mahirap ang one sided love. Been there done that.

"I'm fine dude, don't mind me. I just want to drink." Sagot niya at nag order na naman ng isang shot.

"Problem?" Dinig kong tanong ni Kuya Hit. I leave them alone dahil sila naman ang best buddies.

The night went wild. Alexander is almost fucking the girl he picked up in the dancing floor a while ago. Nero is gone somewhere in the bar and I have an idea that he is fucking his treasured doll since I heard him call his driver to bring her in. Si kuya Hit naman ay kakaalis lang at inihatid ang lasing na lasing na si Argon dahil wala itong kasamang driver. The man can hardly stand at walang ibang bukam-bibig kundi ang pangalan ng asawa niya. When I check my time it's almost midnight. Shit. Bakit ang bilis ng oras? Tumayo na ako para umalis at pumunta sa apartment ni Chrezzy nang may maalala ako. Heck, wala pala akong dalang sasakyan dahil nakisakay lang ako kay Hector. Well, after a very long while mukhang mapipilitan akong mag-taxi.

"Where you going dude?" biglang tanong ni Hector na basta nalang sumulpot.

"Where you been?" tanong ko

"Had a quickie." He answered with a grin. Napailing na lang ako. Hector and I are the same kung kalikutan lang din sa babae ang usapan.

"I'm leaving Hector. It's almost midnight." Imporma ko sa kanya

"Tulog na iyon si Chrezzy ngayon" he said discouraging me

"I have a spare key" I said with a smirk. Hindi mababago ang isip ko. I want to see her, be with her and lose myself with her.

"You should come with me. Remember the girl we double fuck in Hongkong last year? I saw her again today."

"I do remember the event but not the girl nor her face or name. I'm surprise you do" I said frowning

"Part of my training." Balewala niyang sagot. "The point is she is a wild, fun fuck which I like very much and she wants to do it again. She told me to meet her tonight in a bar not far from here and that she will be with a friend. Are you up with some foursome action?" straightforward niyang tanong. We have done it before can't remember how many times sometimes with Alexander. Heck, have done many things regarding sex. We share our girls, flings, or sexual partner with each other but only those who are willing to be shared.

"Dude I'll pass. I really want to see Chrezzy" I said with finality

"Alright, I have the two girls all by myself but come with me in the bar to pick them up. Then I drive you to Chrezzy's apartment unless you change your mind and join me instead" he said with a smirk and I just shake my head laughing.

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It's eight in the morning at nandito na ako sa Squisito but my mind is somewhere else or rather someone named Apollo. I tried to call his phone again this morning pero hindi ko pa rin siya makontak. I wonder where he is at talagang nag-aalala na ako sa kanya.

The news early this morning said that Palawan experienced a bad weather late yesterday dahilan para magkansela ng flights. I figured na iyon din ang dahilan ni Apollo kung bakit hindi siya nakarating kagabi at ang anumang galit, tampo o disappointment ko ay napalitan ng pag-aalala para sa kanya. Sana naman ay walang masamang nangyari kay Apollo.

Nang makapasok na ako sa opisina ko ay agad kong kinuha ang phone ko para subukan muling kontakin si Apollo. Nang tingnan ko ang phone ko ay may message ako at agad kong binuksan para makita kong kay Apollo ba ito nanggaling but much to my disappointment it's from Crystal. She used to work in DollHouse pero ngayon ay isa nang international flight attendant.

I ignored her message and try to call Apollo again for a hundredth time pero ganun pa rin. His phone is out of coverage area. Dahil sa hindi ko naman makontak si Apollo ay tiningnan ko na lang ang inbox ko at hindi ko maiwasang manghina ng mabasa ang text ni Crystal.

'Chef, was chillin last nyt in SkyHigh club

B4 my flyt 2day & saw Apollo.

Darn he's still so hot but he

was with sum girls.'

I keep re-reading the text message baka mali lang ang basa ko but it's still the same. Halos mamatay-matay ako sa pag-aalala mula ng malaman ko ang masamang panahon sa Palawan pero wala naman palang katuturan ang pag-alala ko sa kanya dahil ligtas siya at nagpapakasaya sa kandungan ng iba.

Ano pa ba ang kulang sa akin Apollo? Bakit hindi ka pa rin makuntento sa akin? Should I give up hoping that someday you will be mine completely? Yung akin lang. Walang kahati. Walang kaagaw. Walang ka-share kundi akin ka lang. Pinapaasa mo lang ba ako Apollo? Sana naman hindi dahil ako mahal kita. Mahal na kita.

Sa katititig ko sa screen ng phone ay narealize kong tumutulo na pala ang mga luha ko dahil sa butil ng luhang nasa screen ng phone ko.