Guysssss??
Im fucking crying
Everytime I come here and open notifications theres a new comment on this book everyday, some of them makes me blush, some makes me cry out of laughter and some makes me want to kill myself at the spot for even touching the w of writing.
"So cringe"
"Im getting second hand embarrassment"
"Im traumatized"
MY APOLOGIES, im not proud of making yall feel that way trust
I knew i was screwed when people started requesting for updates and next chapter, cause yall wouldn't believe if i say i would have kept this book in my drafts if i knew it'll gain attention.
Like i only wrote it for fun cause my ass thought it'll be a good idea to write a matured themed book when i was litr 15, tho i think many people can relate because I've seen them talking about their first book being this way as well.
But honestly i think this book is harming my image, cause like im just a silly girl who likes writing but this shit have literal sex scenes written in it please help me i cannot 😭
Like i never wanted it to blow up, not before not now
Im completely fine with people hating and criticizing a character cause hell yall are litr me when i find a new book like this, but it's not about that im jus so insecure of this book that i feel like un-publishing it sometimes cause re-editing wont work, especially when I have new books coming up and the previous ones still pending.
I wish at some point people would leave this book alone cause why would you do that to yourself 😭
Like when i say it's my book, i wrote it, but i never touched it for a proper reading except for when I'd write.
I would like to say sorry again for traumatizing everyone, and not deleting this cringe ass book 2 years ago, now look at me i can't even write a paragraph and literally take months to update my books.
Idk if im being dramatic or wtv, or saying this in here will be right cause it genuinely hurts when people comments stuffs about Jake and call him bad things until i remember that's litr how I've portrayed him in the book so ofc people are going to comment on that but we all know he's a literal sweetheart in real life and for someone who's been watching him for 4 years, i wish i could go back and write this book differently
I think im being so unreasonable rn and dont know why am i even writing this when this book was already completed a year ago
I dont know anything honestly but i hope if yall are enjoying this book it'll stay that way, like yall are so cute, i even saw people talking amongst themselves in the comments and making friends it makes me so happy lol
Anyways idk if people will come to read this, i just felt like yapping about what I've been feeling, and for those who can relate to any event from this book, i wish you healing from whatever you may have went through, may you find happiness and peace
It wasn't a pleasant feeling to know about some of yall having experienced sa and other things, id never want to promote such or any other thing mentioned in this book, it was all for fun, hope it's not too much disturbing.
Some of the comments thanking me and saying how good this book is, honestly i dont really agree but it sure boosts my confidence for writing, and thats so sweet of yall.
That's it, hope i make sense with whatever im saying, have a great day everyone i love you all <33
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