✨ RANDOM STUFF I CAN'T FIT IN MY BIO ✨

oki listen to me rant about cosplays and comic cons lol (u don't have to read-)

first off, comic cons!!!!! (the shorter topic lol)

warning: this will start out a lil sad/depressing but i promiseee it'll get better!!!

so basically...

here's a timeline bc yeah i dont feel like writing/typing lol:

late march 2024: i fell in love w/hazbin hotel <3

middle of june 2024: my irl bestie's bday + bday party!!

                --> she invited A SUPER COOL PERSON who's a grade above me :33

(sometime in between those two events i got into cosplays and voice acting aNyWaYs)

the super cool person was a wig stylist with the coolest cosplays everrr; she's been to so many comic cons, all her cosplays are made from scratch, SHE'S A FUCKING ICON anygays lol she recommended some comic cons to me and we exchanged numbers :DD ^^

late july/early august 2024: I FOUND THE PERFECT COMIC CON. IT'S CLOSE, IT'S SOON, I'M GETTING MY FIRST COSPLAY BEFORE IT'S HAPPENING, BOTH OF MY HAZBIN-OBSESSED BFFS CAN GO, ALL MY FAVORITE VOICE ACTORS WILL BE THERE. 

one problem. 

ME, the person who FOUND this comic con, couldn't go. 

now if i had been on wp for these grueling months ahead i would've vented...

but at the time, i didn't even know what venting was.

so what did i do?

i begged. i begged, i pleaded, i created a powerpoint, a detailed list, i tried to get my friends to convince my parents, heck, i even facetimed my grandma for half an hr to try to get her to convince them!!

but nothing worked...

side note i think this is where my depression started lol (i bottled my emotions up a lot ;-;)

beginning of november 2024: and alas... the time had come. the dreaded comic con. both of my bffs went. w/out me. where was i, you might ask? well, i was in syracuse ny for my parents college reunion, sitting in a car trunk by myself shivering and crying. (it was cold af-)

anyways yeah i was miserable

sure, i had depression now

sure, my dreams were crushed. 

but what was i gonna do, give up??

..yes-

NAHHHHHHH

NO WAY IN HE-

i did NOT give up!! 

i searched RELENTLESSLY. 

i NEEDED to find a comic con that was close by with the voice actor's on viv's team!!

so that's EXACTLY what i did XP

now, at the end of march, im missing a bit of school to FLY on an airplane BY MYSELF to stay with my grandparents and GO TO A GALAXYCON that has the VOICE ACTORS FROM HH AND HB AND WEIRD AL AND THE ONE PIECE LIVE ACTION ACTORS AND SOME MHA VA'S!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-

so all my hard work paid off lol

the only thing is my friend's can't go.... but nahhh im sure it'll be fine loll