Chandrea's Rewind

Chapter 1: "Repeat? "

Chapter 1: "Repeat? "

Chandrea continues to fall deep in the water; if it were someone else, they might panic, but for her this will end her suffering, the pain of wearing someone else's shoes. She wanted to die peacefully, but losing air in her lungs made her body react; she started gasping for air, but her mouth choked from the water, and her chest started to hurt as if it were burning. "It's still painful until the very end! " Those are her last thoughts before her consciousness slips away to nothingness.

CHANDREA'S

A bitter smile shows on my face as I open my eyes and see all white. "Sinners like me still go to heaven? " she asked herself. Maybe God really favors me!

"Finally, gising kana!" A voice caught her attention, and when she shifted her gaze. PUTANGINA! NURSE! WALANG NURSE SA LANGIT!

"I didn't Die?" The nurse smiles at her.

"Luckily yes, God favors you," she said as she assisted my IV fluid and my vital signs. Few more moments and doctors arrived. They all check me, but I can say that I'm perfectly fine. How can I even be alive after falling from the top of the San Juanico bridge? That young girl is a scam.

"Hija, you seem fine now, but we still need to observe you for a couple of days." I look at the doctor, couple of days? That's better; at least I have an excuse for not going back home to that hell of a house. "I just called your parents and they are coming back now." My world stops as they mention my parents. Who the fuck are trying to pretend to be, my parents? They have been dead for 15 years now.

"Is my x-ray result with you, doctor?" I asked that, which makes the doctor look at me in a weird way. "I want to make sure that I don't have any pulmonary edema due to my drowning." The nurse handed me my X-ray, and it was clear, "Did you do an EKG while I was unconscious? "

"You seem knowledgeable in the medical field for a young age." I look back at the doctor and smile.

"Thank you for thinking that I'm you----"

"Chandrea, baby! " I looked at the door and saw my mother, who was supposed to be 50 ft under for 15 years now. Damn! I'm dreaming. My eyes started to tear. "oh my God! Why did you jump off that damn Cliff?" I Can't understand what my mom was saying, I was over whelmed. They died 15 years ago, I was partly because of me, Nag layas ako because I was mad at them for some petty reason. They look foe me pero sira ang break ng kotseng ginamit nila, they had an accident and unfortunately the doctor can't save them.

"m-mom! B-buhay ka? H-how?" mom look at me with disbelief.

"Gusto mo na ba akong mamatay bata ka?" she said and hug me tighter.

"papatayin tayo nyan sa sama ng loob!" dad said while looking at me with his serious and scary face. fuck I missed that look. That scary looking man who just want to protect me from the very start."

"I-I'm sorry dad!" I'm sorry that I cause your death, I'm sorry that I was so selfish. We hug each other's, they look the same. Just like 15 years ago--- wait! Am I dead? Or just dreaming? Na coma baa ko in real life and I'm staying in porgatoryo? I want to ask so many questions, but seeing them alive makes me want to stay at this very moment. So, what if this is just a dream? So what kung porgatoryo to,oh naka coma ako. I just want to be with them.

"mom? Am I dead?" I asked and mom just look at me.

"No! you're fifteen years old who is a hard headed like a 34 years old woman!" mom's words make me stand and run towards the rest room. My heart fucking race as I saw the younger version of me. This me when I was 15 years old. 3 years before my parents' death. I walk closer to the mirror still in disbelief that I'm back in time.