Gilinsky's little sister

Chapter 11- (not) fine

"Ok." He says shrugging, "prove me wrong."

"I will. Sammy get your ass over here I'm about to make this the best day of your life." I say which makes everyone laugh.

"Ok." He says like an exited kid on Christmas.

I go on my tippy toes, and trace my finger nail along his jaw line.

His face goes completely serious and he looks at my lips.

I start leaning in, but I stop myself, and put my finger on his lips.

Am I seriously going to do this?

I look at my phone, "are you sure you want me to do this?" I ask Jack.

"I would never let you kiss Sammy, but I know you'd never kiss him voluntarily." He says shrugging.

"To get to shelter hell ya." I saw laughing and looking at Sammy lips.

"Ok ." Jack says "prove me wrong."

"Ok" I say shrugging my shoulders.

I look at Sammy strait in the eyes and he looks straight back.

I'm really gonna hate this. I cringe inside, but it's hard to read me, and I'm good at hiding my emotions, it's just something I've learned to do over the years.

People tell me it's not good, but if you don't want people to know your emotions, then hell ya it is.

I guess I'm just tired of people asking me if I'm ok. I always tell them I'm fine, but I'm tired of lying.

I push all those thoughts a side and just focus on Sammy.

We both start leaning it, I know I'm going to hate this, but I know Sammy will love it, this should be interesting.

Our lips crash into each other, and immediately I feel I chill run through my body.

Wait, do I like Sammy? No, I can't, no I don't.

I slowly close my eyes, and let myself melt into the kiss.

"Jay!" I hear Jack scream.

I pull apart slowly, and open my eyes.

Sammy and I stare deeply into each other's eyes.

After what seems like forever Sammy lets go of me and chuckles.

I just stare ahead dumbfounded

"Jay!" Jack screams through the phone.

I snap back to reality and look at the phone.

"You ok?" He asks laughing, "you look a little light headed, and pale."

"What the fuck I'm tan af." I sass at him. "You owe me the address"

"Oh ya." Jack says a little disappointed.

"Jack! I kissed Sammy, and I didn't throw up, so that's a double." I say all cheeky and smiley.