His grip on me tightened for half a second before he let go, stepping back like he was scared of the answer.
I knew why.
Because no matter how much he wanted me in the dark, in the quiet, in the moments where it was just us, Teresa had a hold on him I never could.
And yet—
His hands were on me again, his lips crashing into mine like he needed me to survive. Like I was some kind of fix for the mess in his head.
And I let him.
Because I was just as weak. I loved him.
Used and Left Behind
It was a cycle.
Daytime, he was with her.
Nighttime, he was mine.
Over and over.
Until I couldn't tell what was real anymore.
I wanted to believe him when he whispered, "You're the only one I want."
I wanted to believe him when his hands traced my skin, when he held me after like I actually mattered.
But in the daylight, he would pull away. Avoid my gaze. Keep his distance like I was just some mistake he made in the dark.
And it was killing me.
The final straw came when I overheard them.
Not even whispering this time.
Thomas and Teresa, standing by the Homestead. Arguing.
"You need to stop sneaking off with her," Teresa hissed.
My stomach dropped.
Thomas ran a hand through his hair, looking frustrated. "It's not like that."
Teresa laughed. "Oh, really? Because it sure looks like you're using her to distract yourself from me."
I stopped breathing.
I thought he'd deny it. Thought he'd fight for me.
But he didn't.
He just stayed silent.
And that was worse than any answer.
I turned and walked away, feeling something inside me shatter.
That night, when he came to my hut, I didn't let him in.
I heard him whisper my name.
I heard the desperation in his voice.
But I wasn't going to be his second choice anymore.
The Last Goodbye
The next morning, I found him before he could find me.
His eyes lit up when he saw me, like he thought I had forgiven him.
Like he thought I was still his.
I didn't give him the chance to speak.
"I'm done," I said, voice steady.
His smile faltered. "What?"
I clenched my jaw. "I know the truth, Thomas."
He paled. "Y/N, it's not—"
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Maze runner x reader imagines
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