My Reason.

1; I decided not to love you

In the cold night with you in my arms,
keeping ourselves warm with the heat of
our body and the love I used to had it burning with a heart full of love, happiness and joy for you.

Looking back at our polaroid photos around the house that can be seen anywhere in the house wherever my eyes landed on. Filled with thousands of memories we had spent on
when I still loved you. Shutting my eyes
not allowing it to sway my heart that still lingers for you.

The decision that I have made up from my mind,
putting aside my feelings. Swallow my tears,
not letting it become my weakness for what
I've decided. I decided not to love you.

Setting up your sleeping self on the bed that once our bed and now only my scent left.
Planting a last kiss on your head and
the delicate finger I once put on our couple ring.

Packing my clothes and things. Writing down a letter while holding back my tears. Left the letter on the bedside table with my ring and
our first polaroid photo we took on our first date and first day as lover.

Holding the door knob, looking back at you for the last time. Walking out from our room leaving you alone with the memory I left behind.
Passing through the warm living room that fill with your love. Walking to the kitchen, cooking a last meal for you, even the food will get cold anytime soon so as my feelings for you now.

I left the house and you alone with my cold decision that I decided not to love you,
because I don't love you.