I have very very big trust problems. Ive always had these problems but they start getting bad when I was 6. It start getting really bad bec I lost my sister she had to move with her grandma so after she had to go there I lost all my trust for anyone. Then it got really bad when my dad left my mom and i never got to see him bec he was hafe way around he world fighting in a war. Im happy I still have my dad but me and him dont talk very often unless im at his house. Not many people now but ive lost a lot of very special to me and then people start hurting me or lying to me so ive just lost all my trust over the years so if u thought it was u I didnt trust no its just me not trusting anyone anymore. Once I get to kmow u ill talk tou about things that I dont really talk about with other people and when I do u should feel special. I know this sounds wired but im pretty sure I talk to my cats more then I talk to people and thats bec I dont like talking. My trust problems also caused my having this feeling that nobody cares about me even though I now that people do care about they can tell me as much as they want but im still not going to belive them.
