panic attack moment lol haha

sighhh I cant see

 It started yesterday, when I witnessed a car crash while I was walking home from my Tramlaw interview- and suddenly I just wasn't there. I don't know how else to describe it. I was just gone from the moment, and almost somewhere else entirely. It wouldn't be a problem except for one thing-

I. Can't. Leave.

It's so dark here, like being in your bedroom in the darkest part of the day, no lights, nothing. But I can see myself like it's broad daylight. I've already gotten over panicking, but it is getting lonely when your only company is the sound of water dripping and your own voice calling out to you.

"Hello?" she calls again, the sound getting swallowed up by the void around me. "Hello?"

I say nothing. I don't need to, she won't respond.

"Hello?"

I cover my ears. I can still hear her. It's starting to sink in once more how alone I am in this void- and it's like I willed company into existence. But it's even worse.

She opens her mouth- "Hello?"

I'm staring at myself, but as a shadow, somehow glowing against the darkness around. So much darker. She steps closer, and the buzzing in my ears gets louder and I start to panic. Again. "Please," I choke out, taking a long step back. "I just want to go home."

"Hello?"