What you need

This is how it started

It was my 20th birthday, I wasn't high for the first time. You know why. Because I have met somebody that I feel I should change for so he can like me.

I have never been like this before. I have never felt like this before. But everything has changed now just for this guy. This guy named Cameron Dallas.

This is how it started

I was invited to a party from my best friend Jack Gilinsky's friend. I changed from my sweats and crop top to a high waisted pencil skirt and a white crop top.

Straighten my hair.

"You look nice, Chantel" Jack said.

"You look awesome too, you cleaned up yourself pretty well" I said grabbing my purse so we can head out to the party.

I usually go to party in shorts and a crop top. But this was a different party. This was a party with non-high people. But with people who talk and dance.

It will be different.

They are jacks friends. I don't know them, but Jack said they are my type but they don't smoke weed. Which, sucks because weed is my escape from reality.

Weed is how me and jack meet each other. Jack was fifteen and I was seventeen when we meet. I was buying some weed from my friend buggie. Jack said he wanted to try it because he was having a bad day and he wanted to die.

He couldn't buy any from buggie since he was 15 so I told him he can come with me to smoke weed. Because he was I didn't want him to cause trouble with buggie he had bad temper when you bug him.

I teaches him how to smoke and other great things. Then we mostly became weed buddies until it became more than that we became best friends.

He was also bestfriends with another Jack. He was cool. But he didn't smoke weed. Which I didn't judge.

"Come on, chani" the both jacks yelled.

"I'm coming, damn" I said running to the car. I ran in heels. Yes, I just did.

Gilinsky and JJ were in the front while I got the middle back. I secretly got the aux cord and turned it up to The Weeknd.

"YOU WANNA BE HIGH FOR THIS" I screamed.

"Chantel shut the fuck up and let Abel sing" Jack said.

"You should do a cover for one song, your singing is amazing" I said.

"Oh really that's why we have a album coming up together" JJ said.

"Yeah like you guys should to a cover on The Zone" I said.

"JJ you be drake and Gilinsky will be Abel" I continued.

"I don't know chantel, we are trying to concentrate on making music not covers anymore" Gilinsky said.

"But you should consider YOU doing a cover and you probably get famous in a minute" JJ said.

"But if I get famous I won't be able to smoke weed" I said.

"You can't smoke weed all you life, chani. Just think about" G said.

"You already know my answer, G" I said.

"Yes, you answer is no one cares about me so why should I care about them, weed makes me escape from nobody caring for me" he said knowing my answer. Since I answer like that all the time.

"But we care about you" JJ said.

"Only two people and God, wow that's a lot" I said.

"Please chani think about, you can dance also. Your dancing is fucking beast. Make a YouTube video of you dancing" G said.

"We're here" JJ said.

I started thinking about what the jacks said. But I need to think about that later. I'm going to party until I am purple.

You could hear the music coming from the house, this party is going to be lit.

The jacks opened the door to see like hundred of people dancing, making out, having air sex on the dance floor. It's better than everybody just sitting down and smoking a joint.

The Jacks told me to be careful and not to drink because I was nineteen almost twenty. I should be telling them that since they are younger than me. They dragged me to meet there friends.

"Guys this is my best friend, Chantel" Jack yelled to six good looking guys.

"Hi Chantel, I'm Nash, this is Taylor, Matthew, Shawn, Aaron, and Carter." Nash said a blue eyed kid.

"Hi I thought there was nine of you guys" I said yelled since they music was so loud.

"Oh there is Cameron, but who knows where he is" Taylor said.

Cameron. Sounds like a sexy name.

"Okay, guys see you later, IM GOING TO GO PARTAYY" I screamed leaving the group, going to the kitchen.

I got some water, I didn't want to drink today. The DJ put on often by The Weeknd and I was yelling every lyric to it. I was also moving my hips.

"Woah, I see your in to The Weeknd" Nash said grabbing a beer.

"Yeah, I actually met him back in 2011 when he was starting" I said.

"Really, that's awesome" Nash said.

"Yeah, the hair now was not like that back than" I said laughing.

"Mhm, you want to go dance since it seems you want to dance" Nash said looking at my hips.

I guess I was still swaying my hips. Since body party by Ciara was on. That song gets me in one of those sexy modes.

"Yeah sure" I said while Nash drags me to the dance floor.

I saw a gorgeous mother trucking guy. He had perfect everything. He made me grind on Nash more just thinking of him. Nash started to like it, but I wasn't thinking about him. I started to get a little mad since he was with a girl already.

She looked like a slut though. I tried to make eye contact with him but it didn't happen. He kept his eyes on her boobs. So he likes boobs. Well, I got ass so does that count.

Woah, what am I thinking. I need to stop. I noticed that Nash got a boner.

"Uh Nash you" I said pointing down.

"Oh shit" he said running somewhere.

It might of been weird of me just going up to him and do stuff to him so I kept my chill. He was just so hot. I have never wanted someone like this before. Especially, just having a look at him.

I need to stop. He is probably taken by that girl and he looks happy with her. I just want to go home now and smoke some weed so I can get these feelings for him out of my mind.

I don't know why I have feelings for him. I don't even know so he is or what's his name. But I do know that he is not interested in me since he looks hella interested in those fake boobs.

So he likes fake. But what about natural.

I went back to the group and asked where Nash was. He was pretty cute and I can have him not like the other guy. They didn't know where he was, so I'm screwed.

The rest of the night was just hearing about the guys talk about girls and dicks. It was a weird conversation. But yeah, that's how I spent this party. Listening to their conversation and thinking dirty thoughts about that one sexy mofo.