The Thoughts That Chew

shout what i cannot say

my eyes are the one thing connecting to my soul
read my eyes and i promise you
you will understand,

i live with the guilt
the guilt my mouth will never spill,
but my eyes will spill
and leave salty water along my face,

I do not close an open window
even when im freezing,
i will keep it open
just incase you come around,

I am freezing
I am cold
from the bitter air of the wind,
i dont cover myself,
i freeze
because i hope you come around
and give me the warmth you used to give me
The warmth i craved when i was far from you
and i need it more then ever

sew my mouth shut and i will spill and rip every snitch .
So i can say i love you.

read my eyes what do they say?
my eyes shout
what my mouth could never

my eyes spill and flow
what my mouth couldn't dare to open too

my eyes will look at you
and i could not lie

but my words, they will feed into your head
they will feed into you're heart.
Do not believe my words

you need to believe my eyes,

believe me

believe what i am shouting
even though i am not speaking

lisp full of lies
tears full of truth

my eyes will shout
what my mouth could never.

i will leave the window open for you.