"im all yours le'asia" those words echoed thru the house as he had me bent over the kitchen counter for the second time this week .
"i cant keep doing this " i moaned
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I'm to blame , le'asia wouldn't be in any of this if it weren't for me .she WAScarrying my child one minute and in the hospital with a bullet in her arm next. This isn't what i promised her brother. How was I going to explain this to her mom?
I fucked up , I can't fix this .
I sat down next to her
She didn't look at me and she was quieter than usual , it was nothing I could say in this moment.
"I thought you didn't wanna have it " I finally worked up the courage to speak
She finally took her eyes off the wall and wiped her eyes , sniffling in the process.
"I didn't " she said barely above a whisper
"I'd ask why you're crying then but i know. I can't take this back Asia , I can't say sorry enough" I got up and walked towards her she finally let that cold stare go and she broke down . I hugged her and she broke down in my arms and I couldn't do anything but cry too .
"I hate you von , I hate you" her cries grew louder , and she tried to push me away but I know her , I know she didn't mean it , I can't lie like she didn't hurt me but I let her say whatever
"I'm sorry"
"Yeah you sorry as fuck von get out"
le'asia was bipolar she had her first psychotic break her sophomore year of high school after her twin brother died , she was just like me so we bumped heads a lot but I never loved her any less .
I didn't say anything , hearing the door open I knew it was her sister . She pushed me off of her so I let go . I never wanted to let go
I love her
She loves me
I was on my way to get get back for my baby , niggas act like they don't know i'd go to war and back for that girl and about that girl .
