Dear diary,
Today was another awful day at the prison (school) this time none of the bullies held back they don't physically hurt me but the words are like punches but ones you can't block or stop, today they caught me on my way to first period which was biology which I was looking forward to because none of my bullies are in the lesson, and the teacher actually tries and helps me its not that the other teachers don't try it's just they are like everybody else on this goddamn planet pretending I'm not there and believing I don't exist it doesn't help that I'm an introvert I mean I don't go out I hide in my room I barely say. Anything to anyone, but I do have one friend Adrian Howell we found each other on Twitter and hit it off although I don't understand why he has so many followers I mean it's only celebs that have loads of followers or is that just a me thing cause I have about two followers Adrian and my best friend Charlie she goes to a different school but we still hang out I met her online too she used to live in Canada before she moved here I wish she went to my school but her parents won't let her move, Adrian messaged me today saying his day was boring and full of routine I smiled and answered back {lucky} he then proceeded to ask me about my day which I gladly told him consisted of hiding from bullies hanging with Charlie and talking to him he knows that I get bullied but I don't tell him many details because I don't want him to become involved and get threatened yup the bullies threaten people who get close they have already threatened Charlie but she has an amazing way of putting people in their place like we were just literally walking through town then three of the kids from my school walked up to us and Charlie is kind of short I mean no offence but it looked like a puppy facing a pit bull but she didn't let that stop her they started off by calling her names and laughing at her then she said { well nice to know some people actually appreciate royalty eh Joshy} they pushed her up against the wall and she did the most funniest thing she said to them {look guys I know I'm hot but seriously not out in public and also you have to take me on like a billion dates before anything happens} I laughed so hard I snorted that's when me and Charlie walked away giggling but she wasn't at school the next day my school I got comments like faggot, gay boy, etc but it didn't stop there in PE they would back up against the walls and covering their junk, my mum and dad don't know and don't care what happens at school all that happens is they argue they make up they argue it's a cycle a viscous cycle, the one thing I do look forward too is my room it's my salvation my escape my oasis. Today the worst thing happened my cousin is coming round to stay yup my cousin from Charlie's school this day couldn't get any better, since Sam got to bring a friend to stay the whole half term so did I, I invited Charlie over both my parents said it was okay. So I'm sitting in my room while Charlie messes on my laptop writing in my diary Sam is next door with his friend Gary playing his x-box he bought with him, we only have a little while before dinner Charlie's looking forward to it because we get to mess around finally I have someone who understands me in the house.
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Again I apologise for short chapters but I will be writing again soon anyway good bye my penguins nonflyingpenguin out
P.s please don't be mad but it may take a while for me to update and josh is meant to be a relatable character if you want him to have a gender preference or not please comment thank you
