My Choise

Chapter 28💕

Oh, come on. Aren't you the sweetes one?

Jungkook's father joined to us and we were talking together. And after while Jungkook came as well.

He was stading there, holding me by my waist, joking and flirting with me infront of his parents.

A lot of people walked around, staring at us. Some of them even stopped and stayed there with rolled eyes and opened mouths.

We are leaving Jimin, Jungkook's mom told me, was about midnight. I said my goodbye to them and they left.

So you chased him, huh?

Oh, Hi Seon-han. Long time no see

He giggled at me and winked. He is jerk, don't forget what I told you when we met the evening.

He said and turned to order some drink.

I was staring at him, didn't know what to say.

You are wrong, he changed. I said finally and wanted to leave.

Wait Jimin, he grabbed my hand. Eun-ji, he called at some woman, come here

A woman around 40 years came with smile

What do you need Seon-han?

This is Jimin, he is dating Jungkook

She started laugh. Really? Wow. Welcome in club, kid. Enjoy till you can and don't get yourself pregnant, or trust me you will see Jungkook who you would never wanted to met.

Like I did. Then she turned around around and walked away.

I gulped, my throath tight suddenly.

He only see a future star in you, Jimin. It's not real love for him. Be careful

Jimin! Tae came to me. Hyungs left. And me and Yoongi want to leave too. Are you going with us?

Yeah, I only need to find Jungkook, but I can't find him anywhere

He's there. Seon-han showed at some another room so I walked there, with Taeyhung.

In the room was dark and totally another mood was here. Let's say, that people were more close to each other here.

I started to breathing fast. I grabbed Tae's hand and draged him more inside

Jimin, what are we doing here? He asked after while, looking around nervously

Looking for Jungkook

What would he do here? Tae asked, but in the moment my heart stopped. He was there, on some chair. I saw his shirt

Against him was sitting some man, with two women on his lap, they were kissing his cheeks and both of them had their hands under thw man's shirt, stroking his chest.

He was talking with Jungkook, who also had some girl on his lap.

I was staring at him, my heart's beating was resonated in my ears, my eyes filled with tears

Suddenly, he held the girl's waist, it was looking like he wanted to push her away, but then she bended and kissed his neck from side, he turned to make more space for her and his eyes fell on me.

He froze and rolled his eyes. Jimin, I saw him say. My heart broke I turned around, grabbed Tae's hand and dragged him away

Tell to hyungs that I'm in dorm, but don't tell to him. I don't want to talk with him. Tae

Tears falled from my eyes

Jimin, wait I can bet he can explain.

Explain what, Tae? You saw him. Just like I did. He is still the same. And I was stupid, Seon-han was true. He will never change

I'll go in Busan tomorrow, we will see each other after winter break, ok?

Fine, Tae whispered.

I hugged him and kissed his cheek. I'll call you, bye Tae

Bye

He said with tears in his eyes when I climbed in cab and drove away

I said adress to driver and he drove away. I closed my eyes, fighting my tears.

No, I won't cry for him! NO! I yelled at me in my mind

And what now with my intership? Can I change it? I'll ask Yoongi, maybe he can help me with its.

I came at my dorm, lay in bed. I had nothing here, not even any towell to shower myself.

OK, I need to sleep over here and tomorrow I'll leave in Busan to spent christmas with my family.

I took down my pants and jacket. Thank god that blanket is part of furniture. I lay under my cover, but I couldn't sleep.

So I sat on my windowsill with the blanket wrapped around me, looking outside, thinking

I was really sure, that he tried to pushed the girl away, but then she sucked to his neck...

Did they left together? Did he took her in his house? Are they making love in our bed now? Did we broke up? Do I have to pack my stuffs? I guess so.

I closed my eyes and let the un-invited tears fell down. I really trusted him. I thought that he really loves me.

I'm so fucking naive. He is Jeon Jungkook, what he would see on me. Ordinary college boy...

I sighed, gave my head in my palms to let my hurt get out of me. I sobbed aloud, wanting him to come here, hugged me and tell me that everything will be all right again.

I lay my head on my knees and look outside. When suddenly loud banging was heard on my door

Jimin? Open the door!