Control

A Memory, Part III

"Can I?" My heart fluttered at how he was still such a gentleman in these moments. I nodded my head at him but he still didn't continue. "I need words baby."

"Yes." As soon as the word left my mouth my pants were off in the next second. He trailed kisses from my ankle down my leg until he got close to my pussy. I couldn't take it anymore, all of the anticipation was killing me. I started to wiggle my hips and wanted to feel more friction because I couldn't take any more of his teasing. A slap came down on my panty covered pussy and I stopped moving.

"Someone is too impatient, but no more of that or I'll turn you over and slap that ass red." His voice was hard letting me know that he was serious. I so badly wanted to disobey him because the idea of him spanking me turned me on even more. But I didn't because I was still new to this and I wanted to take my time and ease into everything. When he noticed that I wasn't going to move anymore he continued.

"Good girl. And do you know what good girls get?" I shook my head no. "Rewards." I felt the cool air on my pussy and that's when I realized that Malakai ripped my panties. He ran his thumb across my slit and I had to fight the urge to buck up against it. He released my hands that he was holding above my head. "Keep your hands above your head." Once again I listened to what he said. Satisfied with my response he leaned down and gave me a quick peck.

He grabbed my legs pushing them up and apart exposing all of me to him. I thanked myself for deciding to get waxed the day before. He leaned down and swiped his tongue across me and my eyes rolled to the back of my head. He sucked on me slowly and then his pace picked up. All that could be heard was my loud moans and Malakai lapping up at my juices.

"Mmm, Malakai." I moaned his name and that encouraged him even more.

"Mm baby you taste so good, my new favorite flavor." I would have been really embarrassed at his comment if I was in my right mind. My breaths became more shallow and I felt something building up but as soon as it was going to reach its peak Malakai stopped. I let out a whine and he chuckled. "Don't worry I will let you cum soon." I watched as he pulled his dick out of his pants and I licked my lips in anticipation.

He was definitely way above average. I wasn't sure how something so big was going to fit in my tiny hole. I watched as he stroked himself a few times and it was a lovely sight to see how hard he was for me. "Sit up." I did as I was told and propped myself up on my elbows waiting in anticipation for his next command. He placed his palm in front of my face. "Spit." I was a little hesitant at first but I continued to follow his words and spit in his palm. "Good girl." I watched as he took his hand back and palmed himself once more using my spit to lubricate his dick.

I was a little disappointed because I wanted to suck him off. "As much as I would love to shove my dick in your pretty little mouth it will have to wait because I am at my limit." He must've noticed my disappointment. He pulled me closer and spread my legs apart once again and aligned himself at my entrance, coating himself in my juices. "Baby is this your first time?" I was embarrassed at his question and thought about lying to him but I decided against it, not ready for the punishment that lying to him would entail.

"Yes." I looked away blushing. I couldn't bear to look him in the eye. He gripped my chin and turned my face to look at him again. "It's nothing to be embarrassed about. In fact I'm honored that you would share this moment with me." He sure knew how to pull at my heartstrings. I felt him add a little more pressure and my breath hitched. "If you want me to stop for any reason let me know. Understand."

"Yes I understand." He leaned down and kissed me while pushing further past my folds. I tensed up at the sudden pressure and pain.

"Baby, relax." He kissed me more and pinched my nipples. The sensation relieved some of the tension I was feeling and he continued to enter me. When he was all the way in he bit the sensitive spot between my shoulder and collar bone. I let out a soft moan at the pain that I felt that somehow felt good. He sat still for a moment allowing me to adjust to everything.

He kissed my eyes and that's when I realized I had teared up a little. "I'm going to start moving now okay." He kissed my lips one more time and then started to slowly thrust his hips forward. It was still very uncomfortable but I held my tongue because I knew if I said anything he would stop immediately and all of this would be for nothing. After a while he picked up his pace but his strokes still remained deep. I was starting to get used to the pain. I didn't expect to feel much pleasure for the first time but I am glad that it doesn't hurt as much as I thought it would. "Baby how are you feeling?" Malakai looked down at me with concern written all over his face.

"I'm okay." Although it was painful it still wasn't enough for me to tell him to stop.

"You feel so good. So nice and tight for me." I visibly shuddered at his words. His pace quickened even more and I could tell that he was close. "I think that it's time I give you your reward." He placed his thumb on my clit and started rubbing on it as he was still thrusting deeply into me. I moaned out at the feeling and I could feel something build up again. I just hoped that he wouldn't deprive me of my orgasm again. I was getting really close and Malakai never stopped his assault on my clit. He pinched my nipples and I came undone moaning his name loudly while clenching down on him. A few seconds later he pulled out and pumped his hot cum all over my stomach.

I was exhausted. I faintly remember him getting up and coming back with something to clean me up with. When he was done cleaning me up he gathered me in his arms and kissed my forehead. "You did such a good job baby." Hearing those words my body relaxed completely and I fell asleep.

When I woke up I was sore. I tried stretching but was unable to move my arms. I opened my eyes, blinking my remaining sleepiness away. I looked down trying to see what was stopping me from moving when I saw a muscular arm draped across my torso. All the memories of yesterday came flooding back to me and I mentally facepalmed myself. How could I face him? Actually, forget Malakai, how would I face Venus? So many things ran through my mind at the moment.

I felt Malakai move and my breath hitched in my throat thinking that he woke up. I relaxed when I realized he was still asleep. I eased myself out of his hold and once I was free I quickly found my clothes and put them on. Trying my best to be as quiet as possible and not wake him up. It didn't help that my body was super sore so my movements were not as fast as I would've liked them to be. I gathered up my stuff and headed for the door.

I gave Malakai one last look before I left. I leaned against his door thinking about the night before if anyone came out now they would've thought I was crazy but right now I could care less. I was cursing myself for getting swept up in his pace. I barely knew him and yet I had allowed him to take my virginity. I sighed, it was too late already there was nothing that I could do about it now. I'll just pretend like this never happened to avoid things being awkward between us.

The question I couldn't answer was whether I regretted it or not. I decided not to think about it anymore and left before Malakai woke up and realized I wasn't there anymore. What I wasn't aware of at that moment was how stupid my decision to leave quickly that day was. If I at least waited for him to wake up I would've been aware of Malakai's true intentions.