Captured (killua x reader)

When everything went to hell

!!!!!!!!!!!!EXTREME TRIGGER WARNING FOR SUIC*DE AND C*TTING AND DE*TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY WROTE THIS WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

Brother: Brother named Brodyn who was born with a kidney problem so he is not an assassin( moms favorite child). He was the only one you cared about.We would spend hours together watching anime and just plain talking. He was the only family I loved. He was smart and his sense of humor was sarcastic but hilarious. Later on, his kidneys were barely working. He needed surgery and there was 20% chance he could die during the operation. Luckily he didn't die but he was in critical condition. He's been in a coma-like state since the operation. I would visit him every day and sang

He is my sunshine

My only sunshine

He makes me happy when skies are grey

You'll never know, world

How much I love him

Please don't take my

Brother away

Until about a month after the operation, I was sitting in his room with him when suddenly the heart monitor was flat lining. I shouted at doctors to get in here quickly but my butlers pulled me out of the room when doctors began to rush in. I protested but couldn't do anything.I waited outside of his room when the rest of your family began approaching. The door opened and the doctor told us the bad news. His heart could't take the stress and gave away. I couldn't believe what just happened. I almost exploded into tears but just took off running to my room. In my room I pulled out a picture I had in a box. It was a picture I took of him with the cats and my face in the corner. He got angry at me for doing that but eventually forgot about it. Ever since I bring that picture with me wherever I go. He got traditional funeral and was buried in a nearby cemetery. I got really lonely and quiet after that. Until I met her.

Best friend: Antonia Stryker, short and short-tempered, sassy, not afraid of anything, out going and funny. Has brown hair, plain, smooth skin, kinda hipster.

Story: Not an assassin but she's the only kid not afraid of me since I was little. I've never had an official friend besides my brother. I would like to go to the park when I got lonely but I always seemed menacing. Somehow, people knew who I was. Parents would tell their children to stay away from me. I would like to sit at the top of a hill under a tree when I went to the park. Girls about my age would often make fun of me and tell me to leave the park because I was a freak. I never paid attention but shot them a deadly stare. The girls would get scared and run away. But this constantly happened with different girls. One day I was at the park when a girl approached me. I gave her a dirty look and asked what she wanted. She simply responded that I looked lonely and looked like I needed a friend. I looked at her wide-eyed. I've never had anyone be so friendly to me. She held out her hand and introduced herself to me. I held out my hand and introduced myself. She grabbed my hand and to my surprise she pulled me to my feet.We began to walk and I followed. She began to talk about herself and asked me questions about myself and it turned out we had a lot in common. We kind of just clicked together. She had to go so she asked for my number. I gave it to her and we would talk ever day and we would meet at the park ever weekend. But before she left she took a picture of her and I. She smiled at the camera and I was red but I was smiling because no has ever wanted to take a picture with me and I was a bit embarrassed. She responded with a big smile spread across her face and the words:

"I'll want to remember this day forever, its the day I met my best friend"

She printed 2 copies of that picture. She gave one to me one copies. I kept the picture framed on the side of my bed to so I could always see it when I'm feeling lonely. We played video games and watched videos together all the time. At our sleep overs she would tell me what school was like. She would tell me what having a crush is like. She got bullied for being  my friend by popular girls but she still had other friends who she would hang out with. It's not like she cared what the popular girls said. She was never affected by their mean words. She always stayed strong. I decided to follow her to school one day without her noticing. I saw a couple of what I assumed were some popular girls approach her and one of them grabbed her by the shirt and started to make fun of her. She then pushed her to the ground and she and her little group left. I saw them enter the bathroom. I went after them. They were all standing adjusting their makeup. One of them noticed me. She jumped and they all noticed me. I was leaned against the wall. One foot on the floor and the other against the wall. My blood boiling with blood lust. My creepy stare made them tense up. I told them to stay away from Antonia. The main girl said"or what" I took a step forward. In instant I was behind the girl. I told them that my nails were sharper than knives. I suggested that if she wanted to live to stay away from Antonia. All the other girls started freaking out. The main girl said that she was sorry and would leave Antonia. I also said that she not mention this to Antonia or she would also die. She agreed. I let her go and she ran out along with her friends. I slipped out with them and she ran to tell a teacher. In an instant I was behind her and told her to look at the roof and then I was on the roof. I lay there on my stomach with my arms crossed. I signaled to her with my hand and finger that what she just did was a no-no. Then my gaze turned deadly. I flattened my hand and ran it across my neck. I stayed hidden all day watching them. For the next few days I also followed them and they kept their distance from Antonia.