Jaan - e - Jaan

Chapter - 20

Then every one started going to their rooms ,  they hugged me it felt so good for the first time I felt like I also have a family, tears were rolling down my cheeks but I quickly wiped them.

Miya, abeer , riya -: enjoy bhaiya bhabhi * said with a cheeky grin*

eshanth -: want me to take back your credit card

Hearing this the kiddo's faces turned pale and they quickly ran off

They are so cute

Then eshanth turned to me , making my heart race in fear...

eshanth -: follow me (he said to me coldly)

And like a lost puppy , I followed him, he walking fastly , we were heading towards his bedroom ohh sorry our bedroom

As we entered , my heart was going crazy, Eshanth looked at me and told me to sit while he went to take a shower ,   I started to take look around his room, oh no it was not just a room but a whole house it was gigantic and lavish filled with every luxury a man can imagine of course its the king of raja , he has a whole dining hall in his room , but why , he also had a gym attached too my mind started to imagine him lifting weight , "dont worry he will lift you too" my mind mocked me , I shook my head to remove these nasty thoughts, just then i noticed the colour of the room , it was dark grey themed colour more of a black colour giving villain vibes but he is more of a hero yeah your handsome hot hero husband my inner self mocked me , having these thoughts I turned around and found Eshanth , leaning against the wall , and smirking while looking at me , then i saw him , HE WAS IN A FREAKING TOWEL. I NEVER SAW A MAN IN TOWEL BEFORE , I was screaming in my mind , but i didnt show it on my face, i tried to look away from his hot delicious looking abs, well built chest , and damn those biceps I want to bite them, shut up bhairavi ,you are thinking like a pervert

Eshanth walked slowly closely to me , i started moving backwards until I hit my back against the wall, he came close and trapped me between his hands, I just lowered my gaze I was too shy to look at him, I felt his fingers trace my cheeks slowly , his gaze was looking into my soul , his touch was making me feel things i never felt , i couldn't even understand if my heart was still beating or not , i started playing with my ear rings , slowly tracing his fingers on my ear

Bhairavi -: wha..what are you doing (breathing heavily )

Eshanth -: you are not thinking like a pervert ,

He said leaning closer to me ,my cheeks turned red , did he just read my mind  i could feel his breath on my cheeks
With this closeness i almost forgot everything ,

Bhairavi -: i...i dont know what you are talking about let me go

I said with a lot of courage , but i just earned a mocking laugh

He let me go

I quickly ran away from there. hiding my embarrassment

WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT.

I never felt weak infront of anyone , but only by his gaze i felt like i was at his mercy and he could ruin me , ravish me completely any moment he wants , i felt helpless , weak , my knees were shaking , it wasn't due to fear but the darkness and those hidden intentions were making me feel something different. I couldn't tell what but i am damn sure , i wont be able to handle him. Gosh i am still feeling his dark gaze on my body

If you know you know 🤭

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I sat on the bed , to remove my jewelry ,gosh they are so heavy , just then my eyes fell on a photo frame , i picked it up , and as I looked at it , guilt started taking over me , and without knowing tears were flowing like crazy from my eyes. I couldn't stop and i didn't even want to , cause i have been strong for too long , i cant take it anymore , its hard to hide now, my heart feels heavy , i cant do this anymore .

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sometimes you blame yourself for the things you didn't do wrong , you blame yourself cause people force you to , they make you think that you are the reason of every problem , cause they dint wanna feel bad about themselves , they dont want to think that they did anything wrong , they blame all the guilt on you , forcing you to think you are a bad person , and you dont deserve happiness , people love to control others , especially someone who is different from them , people love to force their opinion on others to feel superior , people love to put down others.

You just gotta ignore their voices and focus on your inner voice.

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S N E A K    A   P E A K

Bhairavi-: i know who is the murder

Eshanth -: why did you hide this Bhairavi , you could have told me ,i would have helped you , WHY YOU DID THIS.

He said grabbing , her hand harshly , tears were uncontrollable now .

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