"Once a heart breaks, it will never be repaired." that is the mindset of Choi Beomgyu whose heart had been broken due to his past lover cheating on him.
As he left, he accidentally bumped into someone who gave him such comfort and realization. He wa...
"I can't believe you can move on that fast. You loved for months and oh-my.." Kai dramatically said.
November 20, the day we officially broke up. I caught him cheating the day before. I didn't expect that the next day, my feelings would eventually fade. Yes, I loved him genuinely and gave everything he wanted but that person who comforted me? Yes. He gave me many realizations. Why would I hurt myself to some jerk? And by this, I wish to find that person. I wish that we would bump each other - no actually, I wish we could collide. It's impossible but it's something I would wish for. I want to thank them to give me such words and didn't left me hanging like some weird ass guy.
"I told you, it's just a quick realization. Maybe you guys were right. He's just using me because I always give him what he wants. I'm sorry that I got blinded to our not-so-called-love." I laughed after I said those words. "It's alright. We're your best-friends anyways plus it's your first time." Taehyun patted my back as he smiled at me.
"It's good that he's not bothering you anymore. I still can't get over the way he said those words to you! I'm curious who's the person who comforted you." Kai then uttered. Yeah, even I am curious. "You really didn't get a glimpse of his facial features or what?" Taehyun questioned. I shook my head before I answered. "No, but I can still remember that calming scent they have. They also have such voice. I didn't get to see him because I was crying that time. So it was blurry." I scratched my head as I spoke.
I heard them sigh as disappointment. "Is that sigh of relief or sigh of disappoinment?" I casually asked, keeping myself from laughing. "Yeah no. Let's just go to sleep shall we?" Taehyun offered.
"Really? This early?" Kai groaned. "Didn't you just asked us to go at the university garden tomorrow at 10 a.m?" Taehyun irritatedly replied. Kai was dumbfounded, forgetting that he just said what Taehyun said.
Thats how our circle of friends work. The first friend I actually made was Taehyun. At high school, we were already friends. We then met Kai when its our freshmen years here in the university. Now, it's our second year here in our university, at 3rd year, we may get to be called as seniors, so exciting! Even though Taehyun is one of the youngest, he acts very matured for such age. Me and Kai acts. . . childish. I feel sorry for Taehyun but I still like that they stayed for around many years.
Him and Kai is currently in my condo since that's what we do every weekends. They stay at my condo and they go back to their own dormitories at Sunday. We just laughed at what he said.
He and Kai slept at the floor while of course, I'm in my bed because it's my condo?
10:37 p.m
I can't sleep. One problem I struggle with. I'm currently scrolling in Instragram, watching reels or checking out new posts. Maybe one reason I can't sleep is probably I still can't help but think about the guy who comforted me the day I was so down. I mean, who wouldn't?
At the time you thought you'll be alone and no one would be there to you, suddenly someone then appeared to give you such words and comfort just not to cry on some jerk. I've been searching him even in Instagram and this guy always pop up in friend suggestions.
"ynjnchoi." I mumbled his username. He actually have tons of followers and oh! "He studies in K-University too!" i murmured with excitement. "Oh my! Also the senior council escort!" By that, I don't know why I felt so excited at some point. I decided to follow him, I mean, give it a shot, right? While I was stalking his account, he actually have great sense of clothing taste.
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