Unexpected

Lazy day 5

Hope pov:
     At least Josie is somewhat coherent.. she still loses her sense of time or where she is. She hasn't had a nightmare since yesterday and she hasn't thrown up either so thank god. God is honestly cruel, how can the gods let this happen to such a beautiful girl, she has a kind heart and an old soul but she's so broken and it breaks my heart. I can't leave or she lost it again and I don't mind I'm kinda glad she misses me when I'm not around, but it's also sad. I'm just sitting in this chair and watching her, I keep making the guards cook her meals and grab whatever she wants, some of them can't understand why I'm acting like this for a girl in her class. Most of them think I should let her rot and use her whatever ever I please but that's just so wrong. It's beyond wrong, I kinda beat the shit out of one guard who decided to call her a whore in my face and I just snapped, I might have broken the guys face.. more than once... he fucking deserves it. He was the stupid one who opened his mouth, luckily Joise was sleeping thru his screams. So I don't have to explain what happened or defend myself. I really don't want her to be scared of me or look at me differently.

Joise pov:
   I feel a bit better but also still feel like shit, hope has been really great and now she isn't leaving the room to grab me anything either so I have all the hopey time in the world I could have possibly want. She lets me pick all the movies and music, and the books. I like it when she reads to me and she's been drawing for me too and last night she did a spell so I can look at the stars before I fell asleep. It was really nice. She's so good, I'm so lucky, probably the luckiest whore in the world right now. I never want this to end. Which is fucked up and sad but I still have 2 surgeries to get thru before her being my nurse is over. So I still have time to enjoy this, I think my favorite part so far is when I'm sleeping and she's holding me sometimes she draws shapes into my skin and their mostly hearts so it's really cute. Hopefully after all of this she can take me out on a date again and we do something fun.

No one pov:
  Joise took all of her meds for that day and now they're just cuddling and watching a movie, joise of course asked to watch beauty and the beast again.

H: you really wanna watch that movie again love ?
J: yes please * adorable pouty face *
H: ugh fine but I get to pick the snacks
J: YAYA, thank you hopey.
H: anything for you baby* kisses joise cheek *
J: your really great hope thank you for everything you've been doing for me.
H: it's no problem love, I just want you to get better in every way possible.
J: what did I ever do to deserve you * looking at hope with so much admiration*
H: you went thru hell so maybe this might be the gods way of making up for it and I intend to make this the best year of your life.
J: why do you wanna do that hope ?
H: because you deserve everything I give you and no you can't tell me anything differently or even that voice in your head, it won't win so give in and let me spoil you with everything you could possibly every want.
J: so I can have whatever I want ??
H: yes baby, if I could buy you the world I would try.
J: so can I have some kisses right now ??
H: come here love. * she grabs Joise and they start to make out *
 
  They kissed for practically the whole movie, but didn't go any further, Joise wasn't ready and it was okay with hope.
H: it's okay we can stop baby.
J: y—you promise?
H: yes baby I promise, I only want you if your ready and right now it's okay if your not, I don't wanna push you baby.
J: your really great you know that * she kisses hope again *
H: mmmhhmm * trying to communicate while being kissed*
J: can we go to bed please?
H: yes we can baby, do you want me to hold you tonight?
J: can you?
H: yes love, I love holding you
J: why's that baby ?
H: because your perfect * hope notice why joise just called her but she doesn't want to point it out or embarrass the girl*
J: thank you hopey, goodnight * she kisses hope one last time before she gets comfortable in her arms *
H: good night baby

Hope pov :
     SHE JUST CALLED ME BABY WOOOOHOOOO WERE MAKING PROGRESS!!!!
      I'm so happy I'm honestly doing cartwheels in my head, there's fireworks going off too. I won't point it out to her I want her to get more comfortable, it seems like she is as long as I keep this up who knows what can happen by the time she has surgery. She's been more clingy and cuddly lately and I don't mind it, I want more. I will wait for her to give me more.. I'm honestly so tired right now but hearing what she just called me has me so awake right now it's better than any coffee I had. I can't wait til she gets better I really wanna take her somewhere special when she's all healed up and mentally is better too. I'll wait forever if it means she gets to be mine forever. She's worth it, she's beyond worth it.