Unexpected

Lazy day 2

     There we go she's out again, hopefully this time I can keep her in bed, I don't wanna make a boundary spell in order to keep her here. I just have to wait for dinner to wake her up but i haven't really spelt in 48 hours so I'm gonna set a timer and take a much needed nap.
  

    At dinner time -
      She didn't fight me but something else happened. She started talking about some of the stuff that happened to her and it wasn't pretty.

No one pov/ they eatin dinner and Joise is about to open her mouth and the words she's bout to say she can't take back :
J: hey hopey ?
H: yes babygirl?
J: you wanna know the worst part about all this is ?
H: what's that love.
J: that out of all the beatings I had I would still prefer my fathers any day.
    Hope doesn't say anything, she just waiting for joise to continue- she's so out of it she probably won't even remember telling hope any of this by the morning and that's the saddest part..
J: out of everything that's happened to me, I've been raped, I've been beating, I've been drugged. And I would prefer my father's abuse over Ryan's or Rafel.
H: what did he do baby ?
J: you know hopey just the basic stuff, he would call me names and he would hit me when I was a " insubordinate child". It was kinda funny you know if he got drunk enough i honestly thought I could take him if I need too but I was always too scared to fight back because I was scared he would go after my sister.

    This is the first time Joise is actually talking about  her family and Hope didn't know much about them she knew she had a sister and she found out what kind of witch she is when they at the doctor but she still had so much of the drugs in her system that blocked her magic.

H: why would he go after your sister ?
J: because I loved Lizzie too much.. I miss her a lot and I no longer feel our twin connection so it feels like a part of me died on my 15 birthday.. it was the last time I saw her. She was so happy and she was so excited for our party but I wasn't allowed to go.. I got a bad grade in school and my father said he would never pay attention to losers it was like they were dead to him...
H: what happened after the party ?
J: well he put me in the car and took me away, he beaten me one last time for the road before he signed me over.. to that place..
H: what happened once you got there baby?
J: a lot of bad things.. Ryan was the worst. He made all the girls I knew scream. He still sometimes in my nightmares, he would punish us for screaming, he would punish us if we disobey, he would punish us if we made a client upset.. sometimes I still feels his hands on my body and I hate it.. I fucking hate it..
H: what did he do joise ?
J: everything.. I'm really surprised a great girl like you wants to keep me.. I'm so broken and ugly.. and you're so good and so kind.. I'm sure one of these days you'll leave me too.. like everyone else..
H: no, Jo I won't I promise always and forever. I meant it baby, those are the vows of my family and it means everything to us and your part of my family too now and no one can take you away from us.
J: are you still gonna want me after I tell you how many times I got raped.. after all the abuse..
H: yes baby, you can tell me everything or nothing at all because I'm still gonna be here no matter what love. So what did they do to you?
J: so many things... they would tie me down and take what they wanted.. they forced me to try to enjoy it and anytime they heard I was pansexual they would try to fuck the fag out of me.. Ryan is the one who broke my leg.. he had me pin down to his desk and I was fighting him.. and he took out of his batons the really big one and he opened it and he just started to beat me with it til I couldn't fight back anymore.. he wanted to have sex with me and I didn't want him to even touch me and he got mad that I hit him and he was trying to teach me a lesson about fighting back that whores can't do that to the clients...
H: what else did that do baby ?
J: well.. think about every amount of torture possible and you can put the rest of it to imagination...
H: what did rafel do baby ?
J: he..he liked to play with knives and he would cut up my back every time he would rent me out and he would go on and on about how useless I was and how unimportant I was and I should be grateful that a man like that would want me and I hated it.. he's the one who broke my foot.. I kicked him.. I was trying to get him to stop cutting me because it hurt so bad.. and after I tried to kick him.. he grabbed my foot and he just squeezed so tight I heard the broken break.. and than he made me stand on it while he was fucking me...
H: how many people did you serve in a day baby ??
J: too many to count..
H: I'm so sorry baby.. I'm sorry I didn't meet you sooner in order to protect you. Look at me * she grabs joise face to make the girl look at her while she spoke *
   No matter what happens and nothing will change anything bout us, you can tell me whenever you feel like you're ready about all of it. None of them will hurt you ever again, they won't be able to live after this, and I also have a question. What do you want to do about your father ?
J: I don't know.. I know Lizzie really loves him so probably let him stay alive til Lizzie goes off to college..
H: is that what you want baby ?
J: y—yes..
H: would you like me to try to contact your mother ?
J: I don't know...
H: it's okay baby just think about it, okay how about you try to go back to sleep, I'll hold you okay.
J: okay baby ...
H: good night jo* she gives a kiss on her cheek and she hold her tight *
J: good night hope..