Innocent's Mistake: I got pregnant

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I woke up and the first thing that came on my mind is I have an extreme hang over kaya napahawak ako sa ulo ko.

I wanted to stand up but I felt arms strongly wrapping around. I traced the owner of the arms and found Jed beside me, sleeping soundly.

Napapikit ako at pilit kong inalala kung anong nangyari kagabi at unti-unting bumalik sakin ang lahat and damn it! We did the deed last night. Alcohol took over us and we had an intense and passionate night.

I can still feel his hot kisses and sensual touch in my body, burning me. Jed treated me like a goddess, savoring and ravishing every part of my body with care. He made me feel very special last that I cannot help myself but let him. True enough I was drunk and my body was out of control but, I was fully aware of what I was doing--and I let everything happened. This time I can't blame Jed.

I am sore all over but I feel good. I don't know why, but this feels different than last time. But, no matter how special I feel there's still this tiny hole in my chest telling me that what we did is not right.

I felt him stir beside so I faced him and saw him trying to open his sleepy eyes with a shining smile on his face, "Good morning beautiful." he greeted huskily.

"H-hi." I said as I look away from him.

I don't know why but I can't bring myself to look at him. Para akong nahihiya o naiilang na ewan.

"What's the matter?" he asked worriedly.

My heart clenched realizing how wrong everything is. We did the act again and, no matter how right it felt it is still wrong, we're not even in a relationship now.

Sinubukan kong alisin ang pagkakayakap nya pero mas hinigpitan nya yun ng subukan kong alisin yun. "Tell me what's wrong." pilit nya.

Hindi ko sya pinansin, bakit ba nagkakaganito sya? Tuwing aalisin ko sya sa akin mas lalo nya lang hinihigpitan ang pagkakahawak sa akin. Ano bang gusto.nya? Gusto nya ba na matali ako sa kanya habang buhay at masaktan habang buhay?

"Jed..." angal ko sa pagyakap nya

"What? I still want to feel you beside me. This is real right? I'm not dreaming. You really are here beside me."

Nanghina ako, bakit ba gustong-gusto nya kong paasahin at, pag umasa na ko, saktan? "Jed...please...let me go." mahinang sabi ko habang pilit na inaangat ang kamay nya sakin.

Wala akong intensyon na masama, gusto ko lang na isalba ang sarili ko habang maaga pa dahil pakiramadam ko nauulit na naman ang lahat. Natatakot ako, ayoko ng maranasan lahat ng hirap at sakin naranasan ko noon kaya habang maaga pa kailangan ko ng gawan to ng paraan.

"Jed...just let me go..." madiin kong sabi.

Naramdaman ko ang pagluwag ng kamay nya sakin at sinamantala ko yun para bumangon sa higaan at umalis sa bisig nya. Dinala ko ang kumot para ibalot sa katawan ko tsaka ako dire-diretsong nagpunta sa cabinet para humanap ng damit ng hindi pinapansin si Jed.