LOL -Lots Of Laugh-

LOL - Chapter 1

My name is Miku. I don't have any hobbies or anything. I just sit in front of my computer all day, doing nothing, feeling nothing. Living quite a boring life. Although a boring life is better than living in whatever that I went through in the past. It doesn't matter anyways.
Nothing about me really matters. Specifically my past. All you need to know about me is my name.

Another boring day, on the internet I keep seeing people that think they can make other people happy. They all keep saying "I'll give you lots of laugh, you'll give me lots of laugh too!" Aren't they so funny thinking they can make people laugh. Ironic way to think, isn't it? Guess what makes me think this way is my past, huh? As I said before though, it does not matter.

You know, I don't just want to be someone that didn't matter. No one else thinks that I don't matter but I do and there's barely anything to change my way of thinking.

Everyone online who bet they can make others happy are stupid, I could never listen to their advices or anything just to be happy. I want to be happy in my own way.

All those researchs I've done online on "How to be happy?" were returned to me with meaningless answers. While researching, I suddenly decided to get off my computer and thought "If I want to be happy maybe I should just do whatever I want?" and went outside barefoot with my pink rabbit plushie on my hand. Suddenly I realized it was midnight, wondering what time it is, and where exactly this place is. It was half past 2AM, or at least that's what a pink colored rabbit told me. Hold on, where is my plushie? It appeared to be a humanified version of itself, standing in front of me. Then she asked me, "Have you gotten lost?" She asked to hold my hand and as I realized I fell asleep in front of the computer and that I was lucid dreaming, she held my hand and things happened so fastly, which I wasn't expecting.

This world is like a monogram, a world created completely with my imagination, in a short way: my source of happiness. Till the time ends trying to live in the actual world is such a platonic and one-sided effort. In this world it seems like everything is right. I found myself laughing with the Rabbit.

She showed me around, there was a chocolate bathtub. I could sleep in fresh cream soap. When I got out of the bathtub the Pink Rabbit would brush my hair. And this makes me laugh out loud in happiness. Then she turned herself back into the plushie form so I could hug it and sleep comfortably. It was a cool, comforting world.

Sometime later after my nap I went outside but the rain began to fall. I was eating a candy at that time. Since it was raining I went back inside and sat on a tart couch and watched the dawn of the moon. Then I thought "It's a dream unlike any other."

When the rain was ovee I went outside and heard someone say "I'll give you lots of laugh, you'll give me lots of laugh too!" Hearing this random person made me realize I am actually very happy in here. I don't want to leave anymore. I've decided! I'll live here!

I'm so excited! I can stay here forever! Goodbye to the past!!

I can eat pancakes and caramel sauce, eating them up with real feeling. And I will just laugh out loud!

Sometimes I wake up from this dream but not to worry I just force myself to go back to sleep or imagine a scenario which I am in that world. So I can stay in forever!

A/N: There will be aftermath chapter with two different endings, I'll write them and publish them soon! They'll be short chapters btw :)