Final Stargaze

Slowdance music

the slowdance music started. „Go girl! You got this, Its just a dance." I was nervous. I bit my nail while looking at him, He Was just standing next to the window, looking outside.

„ I dont know, what if He rejects me?" i asked.
„ Do you seriously think He Will reject you after how He treated you over the last Nine days? Yeah He wont. " my friend awnsered. "I know but still.."
„ Okay i understand, but what Will happend if He says no? - Nothing! You Will realise Hes not that into you And you two Will mind their own business. There Is nothing to worry about Okay? "
„ okay i Guess. "
I looked at him, still desiding if i should go or not. Suddently He trurned His head around And peeked at me. I quickly turned back to my friend And squeeled :
„ I can't do this!"
„ Calm Down, He looked at you So get your ass up and go to him you little bab-.. "
She started smiling. I Felt like something Is Wrong.
„W-what Is it, what's wrong? "
i asked, but instead of awnser i got someone tap on my shoulder. I turned around And It Was him, standing infront of me And landing his hand towards me.
„ Wanna Dance? " He asked And smiled.
I looked at my friend in Shock. I could say that She was pretty much exided. I turned to him.
„ Y-Yea sure.. "
I putted my hand on His And He pulled me Closer to dance. My heart started racing. He grabbed my hips And i grabbed His shoulders. We were slowly walking to circles. I looked at him in the eyes. He smiled. I smiled back but because i felt shy, i turned my head to the window And looked outside. He moved His hands more on my back, it made me come Closer to him And i slided my hands behind His neck for more comfort. I looked at my friends. Both of them were staring at us with exitement. I Gave them the "dont look" look but they just smiled And stare at us more intensivly. I rolled my eyes And looked at some other people dancing around with eachother. They were Holding hands, some of them were hugging. I finally realised how beautifull can a slowdance be. Expecially with someone you like. "And now im here. Holding the back of my crush while he is holding mine. "I Said to my self And smiled. He giggled.
„ what? " i asked.
„ No, nothing.."
„ You sure ? "
He stopped, leaned Closer to my ear and whisper
„ Your friends, They Are staring at us.. "
I looked at them. There were looking at us even more intensivly.
„ Oh yeah, dont worry about them haha.."
I Said And looked at him. I could see that He Was kidna uncomfortable.
„ You Okay? "
„ Yea, dont worry.. "
I Gave Him the " dont try to lie to me here " look And He Said :
„ Well, i dont really feel comfy with them staring at us. "
„ Yea, to be honest i feel pretty embarrassed too. "
We were a bit quiet And letted go of eachother. I was confused.
„ Wanna go outside? "
He suddently asked.
„ Yea, yes i'd love that! "
„Okay lets go then!"
He said, then took my hand And leaded me outside to bench. We sat in silence. Sometimes we glanced at eachother And smiled.
„ you know, i dont think i had a Chance to say how you killed that main choreo before the party. "
He said. I blushed And Said:
„ Thanks, i prepared for it a lot. It Was one of my favourites. "
We chatted a bit more. I found out more about His bikes, He did about my cats And we showed eachother some pictures. Suddently the lights in the party Hall turned on And we realised that its time for us to get back. We rushed to the Hall And we Went to our places. Me to my team And He to the rest of the instructors. My roommate asked me:
„ where did you two lovebirds go?"
„ shut up. "
„okay Okay sorry but Now for real, where?"
„ we sat on bench And talked. Nothing more. "
„ You sureee??. "
„ Yes! What Are you thinking?! "
„ Nothing, nothing at all. "
„ well atleast i have some love interest here "
„ yea yes whatever" She Said.
One of the instructors loudly clapped And told everybody to get quiet.
Firstly we thanked to the staff, our leaders And instructors. And then The annoucement of the camp games winners has begun. the third place Won the team of my second room mate, second the team of my friend And the first place OUR team. I Was So happy. My team rushed to the center od the main Hall. We got a group photo And some snacks. We got pretty big applouse And when i looked at him, He Was pretty much exided. I giggled And then continued celebrating. After that our team ate the winner cake i made before And then We celebrated As departments aka the dancing one for me. After all of that, We were send to prepare for bed. I Gave hug to some of my friends And my favourites leaders And chatted about the Slowdance with my best friend while He Walked me to my cabin. We Said Goodnight And i Went to my cabin to get some sweats, shirt And hygiene stuff. I Went back to the bathroom, showered And brushed my teeth. I Was walking out And i got a feeling that im forgetting something. „ thats right, i have to say gooodnight to him." I looked around for him. But nowhere to be seen. I sadly Walked to my cabin . I turned to left, right , left again And then boom. I noticed him As He ran to me.
„ Glad i catched up to you, i Was searching for you everywhere. "
He said.
„ why ? " I asked confused.
„ Well, i wanted to Said Goodnight. "
„ Oh, me too accually hah. "
„ Okay, well.. can i walk you to your cabin then ?
„ Yea sure! "
He Walked me to my cabin meanwhile we chatted about my team's Victory. When we approached my cabin we stood infront of the Door.
„ Goodnight." i said
„ Goodnight. " He awnsered and we hugged tightly. Me around His neck And He around my torso. It Was the comfiest hug i ever had. Like hugging a warm pillow. i could finally smell His parfeume right And it Was wonderful. We letted go, i was slowly sliding my hand from His shoulders And triceps. He softly placed His Hands on on my sides. I looked at him. It felt strange. My heart beated Faster. The way He Held my hips, the way i Was holding His fore arms, the way He looked into my eyes with those wide Black pupils, the way i noticed getting them focused on my right And left eye, my lips And my left eye again. I realised what he's up to. It felt illegal. Having this sittuation with instructor who i should not even slowdance with. I started to fell more red. I could not handle it, i Was too shy. i looked Down And letted go of his forearms. So Did He of my hips, but inmedietly after he softly grabbed my head, from my cheek to my ear And i looked at him again. I Was starting to get more nervous. My eyes could not Focus on Wich eye to look at So i just looked from one to the other. He stepped Closer and grabbed my hip with the other hand while i slowly slided mines on His side And His tricep. He gulped softly, started to Bend over face to face. I looked at His Lips, feeling His Hand going through my hair And the other one slowly sliding on my back to pull me Closer. I Closed my eyes. So Did He. I could feel His breath on my lips. Wich were almost touching His.
*step..step..Step..STEP*
Someone Was walking towards us. I quickly letted go of Him And softly pushed him away.
*STEP..Step..step..step.....* The person Walked Away.
I was mad at the person who interupted. But glad It has ended,  what could have happened, right?
We were quiet for a moment. I Was holding my elbow And He putted His Hands in His pockets.
„You should go to bed Now.." He Said.
„ Y-yea... You too.." i awnsered.
We quickly hugged eachother And then letted go. Me holding my hands together And him stratching His neck. I looked at His cheek while He Was looking Down to the side. "Should i? " I asked my self. After a while of desision, i Said to my self" fuck it ", grabbed him by His shoulders, stood on my tiptoes, And smooched him a Kiss on the cheek. He looked at me suprised as He Touched the Kiss spot. I stepped back to my door And touched the handle. I turned around And whispered „ Goodnight "
He Was just staring at me. I Was confused
„ Oh yeah- G-godnight.. "
I giggled And Went to my cabin. After i shutted the door, my roommates were already looking at me with suspicious smile on their faces.
„ So... How Was your little date huh? "
One of them asked. I putted my index finger on my lips And shushed them. We waited until we Heard Him walk away. I blushed And squealed inmedietly. I sat on my bed And told them everything into one last detail. Then we just ate some snacks, yapped And Went to bed. We fell asleep quicky.

„Hahahaha" He Was There. Being funny. I laughed at His jokes." You know i never meant those stuff. " He sudently Said. „ what Stuff ?" I asked him confusedly „I Said i love you, but i dont, i only used you. Lust has taken the power over me, im sorry. " Suddently i could not speak. I tried to move but i standed still. He Walked Away. I was trying to catch His Hands, run after him, why Why WHY?!! Why i could not move. Then i saw other woman, waiting for him. I wanted to jump at her. Dug her eyes out. Stab her in the chest but i just standed here crying like an idiot. He came to her, grabbed her by the cheeks And Gave her a beautifull kiss. I was breaking Down. My head hurted, my body Felt So heavy. I was mad. Frustrated. I wanted to kill her. Kill her. KILL HER!!! I opened my eyes And catched my breath. I woke up.

It wast just a Dream. I looked around me. The girls were sleeping. I took a deep breath And calmed my self Down. I laid back Down but i could not fall asleep. The nightmare made me scared. „What if that Will happend? "„How could He? "„How dare HE? "I was overthinking it too  much. And suddently when i finally Lost thought of the nightmare, i needed to pee. I checked the time. 3:45. Annoyed, I got up And quietly Walked out of the cabin. I Heard the bugs chipping. The fresh air entered my lungs. It Felt wonderfull And refreshimg. I Walked to the bathroom. I used the toilet, washed my hands And quickly Went out. on my way To the cabin, i noticed some fireflies around me. I stopped And watched them as they flew up to the sky above me. And suddently. I saw an Beatufilul colorfull web infront of my eyes. Stars And airplanes playing together. I stared at it for a moment but the front door lights from the cabins around me has been blocking it a lot. then, an briliant idea hitted me. I Was near the forest, And for As far as ive been told, there should be some sort of...Field. So i just swooshed in the Woods And sneaked through.
* Step... Step.... Stepp...Crunch...Swish...*
I tried to be As quiet As possible but forest Is well.. forest.
„ Where Are you going? "
I suddently Heard. I knew i was in a troube.   I looked aroud "No going to the forest or you Will be banned And sent home " they Said on the beginnig of the summercamp.
„ Im sorry, i could not fall asleep, i Went to bathroom And when i came back, i saw this beautifull Sky, And wanted to find a place where i can just Gaze. Im So so sorry just please, do not snitch on me."
They were quiet. Then they came to me. I didnt know what do they Are about to do. I was a bit scared too
„ Its fine.."
They Said And touched my hand. And i inmedietly recognised that voice.
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