If only you could see my heart https://archiveofourown.org/works/55134793/chapt

if only you could see my heart

"Did you see the Suns post about the kiss??it was on the cheek,they have different angles and shit"Fermin says as they were driving to the gym one friday morning

"I saw,Camaving sent it to me"Gavi responds non-chalantley

"Jude must have told him to"Fermin says then looks at Gavi "You need to talk to him you know.He is as much of a victim as you are"

"Noo,this is for the best.The whole relationship wasnt gonna work out anyway.I will be over it in no time" Fermin didnt believe it.He knew Gavi missed Jude and if Pedris plan was going to work it was all going to be fine.

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Jude was panicking.He had sent that article using Camavingas Phone and Gavi wasnt responding.

"Well considering he has seen the messages but have chosen to ignore it,Pedris Plan is the last straw" Camavinga says after a few minutes of silence.

"i guess,i have no more fight in me at this point,its this or nothing"
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Gavi hated pity.He hated it when people felt sorry for him.

He hated it when his family or friends kept checking up on him.This is why he agreed to a weekend trip with fermin and pedri away from the city.Their plan was to stay away from their phones,play video games and ping pong,eat food outside of their diet plan and just have fun.He was so excited.Maybe,just maybe this was all he needed to forget Jude completely.

The place was beautiful.The moonlight made the pool water shine.The house was made of grey mabbles,judes favourite color.He shrugs to himself,this was not the time to make everything about Jude.

"Gavi,i think the pizza Guy is knocking on the door,can you go get it" Pedri shouts from upstairs.

Gavi rolls his eyes and shouts back "Why cant fermin go and answer the door??you know i get nervous talking to strangers"

"He is on his phone with his girlfriend dumbass" Pedri shouts back.

Gavi shrugs and proceeds to go open the door.

For a moment he felt like he was falling.Jude looked as beautiful as ever with boxes of Pizza in his hands just standing there.Is he seeing things??how bad is the "break-up" that he sees this pizza guy and automatically thinks its Jude.

"Baby are you Okay?" Jude asks after he sees Gavis looking at him like he has seen a ghost. Gavi doesnt respond.

He proceeds to hug him,a hug the younger does not reciprocate but still Jude needed it."I missed you"He whispers in Gavis ears.This draws Gavi back out of his thoughts.

"What are you doing here??"Gavi asks,still confused.

"I need to talk to you"

"Well,Pedri is dead to me" he mumbles while opening the door wide motioning for Jude to come in.Judes perfume still lingered on him after that awkward hug and he just wanted to get lost in it.

"Talk" He says while sitting opposite Jude on the couch. Jude proceeds to tell him all he had told Pedri and more.He told him how not being able to reach out to Gavi was hell.How this has been by far the most horrible week of his life. Gavi now just felt stupid.He escalated a situation that would have been solved if he had let Jude say his side of the story earlier.

"Did you know what i was thinking this whole week??"..Jude asks and before Gavi could even respond " i was like damn,if only you could see my heart,then you would know that i have fallen madly and deeply in love with you."

Gavi can feel a chill run down his spine.He missed Jude so much.He hesitates but then gets up from where he was sitting and goes and joins his lips with Jude.The kiss was slow and awkward at first but goes on to get deeper and sloppier.Judes shoves his toungue in Gavis mouth who proceeds to suck on it. After what seemed like forever of them making out,Gavi seperates them

"Iam sorry i overreacted,i should have listened first before all this...i had just told my family about you and ...."

"You told your family about me??" Jude is shocked.If he had any doubts about Gavi feeling the same as him the doubt just went out the window. Gavi smiles and nods.Jude remembers how Gavi told him when they were just fucking that if he tells his family about him,then jude should know that Gavi love him.

"I love you,i love you soo much🥺"Jude says as he hugs gavi with all his strength

"I love you too baby...but now you are killing me"He tries to break away from the hug with giggles. Jude lifts him up on the kitchen counter and starts to kiss every inch of Gavis pretty face.

"OMG,get a room" Pedri and fermin says sounding fake annoyed.

'Have you guys made up?" pedri asks sounding mischeavous

"No,and you are dead to me Gonzalez" Gavi says rolling his eyes. Jude gets up and give each one of them a hug.He whispers "thank You", to pedri and goes and hugs Gavi from the back refusing to let go.

The door bell rings again and Jude just sayd "Fuck' he had forgotten his friends and brother who were waiting for him in the car.

"Is this a safe space??" Jobe peeks from the doors which made everybody laugh.

"We decided to throw you guys a getting back together party" Camavinga adds holding up a bottle of champagne .

Gavi proceeds to greet them plus Brahim who was busy taking in the beauty of the house.

Later,after a night full of board games and laughter,a lot of fucking and talking with his boyfriend he shoots a "Thank You" text to Pedri.Without this silly plan for his he dont know what he and jude would be right now.He was thankful to sleep in the arms of the man he loved the most.