Reverse//Jally

Chapter 1

Johnny Pov

The pillow sunk, his heart rate went flat. Pony was gone, my best friend. The person I cared about most.

My whole world came crashing down.

God, why'd we have to go in that damn church? Why did I have to kill that boy? Why did our lives have to be so unfair while the socs had everything?

Dallas just punched the wall swearing. He left the room crying.

By the time I said my goodbye and walked out to the front of the hospital dally was gone. I wasn't too surprised anyway.

I walked around aimlessly wandering. Not really sure where to go or what to do. I felt numb. In denial maybe? I'm not sure what the word for it is. Pony was always the smart one.

A man pulled over in his truck looking at me "are you alright kid?" He asked snapping me out of my thoughts. "You look like you've been in a fight" he stated with a chuckle. That's when I remembered about the rumble. Still I hadn't said anything "need a ride?" I simply nodded getting in his truck. I didn't even care if he would kidnap me. I told him the curtis address not sure where else to go.

When we got there he told me to look out for my self and drove off into the night. When I got to the porch I saw dally smokin a cigarette as he mumbled a sorry for leaving me.

I walked in the house where everyone was chatting, smiling and looking all happy. I felt so sorry I had to ruin that for them.

Tears rolled down my face as I finally realized what was happening. Pony was gone. Darry noticed what was happening and came over putting a hand on my shoulder.

"What's wrong Johnny?" He asked on a soft tone. Everyone else had also surrounded me. God I couldn't tell them. I don't wanna. But I need to. Someone has to.

"Pony... He's g-gone" I could barely say it over a whisper. Soda's eyes widened. "What do you mean he's gone?" Two-Bit asked. "One second he was there, the next he wasn't" dally said coming into the house.

Everyone fell silent. No one wanted to say anything. There was nothing to say.

Suddenly Darry stands up dashing out of the house, soda running after him. Steve and Two-Bit ran after them.

Dallas puts a hand on my shoulder "c'mon kid let's go to my apartment, I don't trust you to stay alone tonight" the drive do Dally's apartment was slow and quiet. The feeling of watching our fellow greaser die loomed over us.

When we got to Dally's house he just went to his bedroom as I went to the guest bedroom. Slowly I got into the bed and just sat there unable so fall asleep.

Hello loves! Hope you enjoyed chapter 1, I am really bad at updating so just bear with me. See ya!