If only you could see my heart https://archiveofourown.org/works/55134793/chapt

Tonight could be the night

"I thought i did...,I thought i hated you,maybe i did hate you,which is funny because i dont know you enough for all that.Maybe i was just jealous of you.Kopa trophy and all.."

Silence.

"I do not judge people before i get to know them"he continues when he noticed Gavi had stopped scrolling on his phone.He knew he was listening

"It was just stupid really.When i saw you in the Nap room like that,i dont know,it dawned on me that i really dont know you enough to hate you.I probably made up a version of you that was a monster in my head but that day,seeing you all vulnerable and shit,gave me a different perspective of you as a person.."

Gavi is now full on looking at him.
"Bet you hated me too huh.."

"Nah,i just dont care about you and all the other madridistas,its nothing personal" Gavi responds

"Well,about that,why are you connecting with everybody here,even Vini but ignoring me??"

Gavi just rolls his eyes.This boy just never gives up,damn.

"I wasnt ignoring you..you just made that up" He lies

"Okay,thats okay."He extends his hands to him
"Can we be cool now??" Gavi looks at Jude big hands and his swallows loudly.He imagines those hands choking him,while thrusting.."shit,focus" he inwardly scolds himself.

"cool.." He shakes Judes hand.

The electricity that passed through both of them was undeniable.Jude can literally feel a shock in his spine.He has never felt this way about anybody.He doesnt know of this is a good thing or not but he know he doesnt want to let go of Gavis hand.Its like he missed his touch for a life time.

Gavi on the other hand is pretending as if he did not feel the shock.The urge to just melt in Judes arms right there and then is much stronger than he would want.Maybe his friends were right,he has tiny bit of a crush on Jude fucken Bellingham.

"Is something on my face??" Jude asks when he noticed Gavi staring

Gavi is brought back to his senses with that statement.He takes his hand away from Judes grip and goes back to his phone.

"Is that your sister??" Damn,Gavi thought,this boy just want leave me alone

"Yap"

So everybody in your family is beautiful??" Gavi blushes

"Well,you are the one to talk" now it was Judes turm to blush.

Their conversation just flowed from then on.They talked about anything and everything.Gavi swears he has never laughed this much in such a short time.Jude was funny as hell.

Gavi still cant comprehend what just happened here.When he woke up today,he was still in "ignore jude mode" now here he was with the same guy about to pass out from laughing too much.Funny enough thou,Jude is just laughing at Gavis stories just as much.In just a short time,they had talked about their families,friends,how it is like living in a new country for Jude,how he liked Germany,him trying to speak spanish.They were having more fun than the people at the party i bet.

"The party,omg,i forgot about the party.My friends should be worried sick.."Gavi stands up from the bench when he looks at the time

"Or they havent noticed you are gone" Jude says,he doesnt want this to end.He can talk to Gavi right here right now till he can not talk anymore.

"We should probably go back.Its almost morning..and"

"Can i kiss you??"Jude just blurts out.This time around,it was his intrusive thoughts that finally won.

Silence.Gavi just froze with a frown on his face.

"Iam sorry,ooh how stupid of me to assume you are into guys.i didnt mean to..i just find you attractive and your personality is cute and i thought.." while jude was trying to explain himself,Gavi made the first move to kiss him.He leans in connecting their lips in a gentle slow kiss.He welcomed Judes toung in his mouth.A surge of emotions passing through them as their lips become wetter.Gavi puts his hands around judes neck as the taller boy,grabs Gavi by the hips.

They can feel the sparks flying.

"Ive been thinking about this for a while now..this has exceeded my expectactions.." he whispers to Gavis mouth as he goes back in for more kisses

Gavi is on cloud nine.He still dont know how they got here but with each passing second he can feel the butterflies in his stomach.He likes it here,in this moment eating Judes plumpy lips.He can hear his heart beating out of his chest but he is also relaxed.He pulls jude closer to him to deepen the Kiss.

He can feel his dick throbing inside his trousers.Jude maybe having the same problem because he separed from him and asked.

"Can we go to my room??"

"The one you are sharing with Vini??"Gavi asks with a pout on his face.

Jude laughs.

"No,Vini is sharing with Rodrygo,i have the other room.."

"Well,if nobody sees us..Sure"

Jude smiles.

They make their way to Judes room trying to be as discreet as possible.Gavi Texts both Fermin and Pedri to tell them he is safe and will see them when they see him.

Lucky enough,they did not bump into anyone on the way to the room.Judes room was connected to that of Vinis but Gavi didnt care.He wanted to get lucky and this may just be his lucky day.

"Do you want something to eat or drink??" Jude asks "I think i have some chocolate bars.."

"Did you bring me to your room for small talk Jude??Gavi ask,his horniness showing

"I was just trying to be a gentleman,Pablo..I can call you Pablo right??

"You can call me whatever you want"Gavi says while pushing Jude onto the bed.What the hell just got into him..

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Gavi woke up to his phone ringing and his hips hurting.Shit,he just had the best sex if his life with Jude fucken Bellingham.He let his horniness ruin his life and he just wanted to scream and cry.Why of all people here he had to have a one night stand with a madrista🤦🏿♀️On top of that,a madrista who he is in a somewhat "competition" with.It didnt make sense to him.He had lost the plot.

He looked to his left and Jude was sleeping peacefully,damn,he was beautiful.

"Hello,Fermin..."

"Gavi,where the fuck are you??our flight is in like 3 hrs and you just ghosting us.."

"Damn Fermin,i did text you thou.Wills be there in like 5mins...bye"

He hang up before fermin could say anything else.

Gavi gets up from the bed and starts undressing.He doesn't know why but he wants to cry.He thinks about waking up Jude to tell him he was going but decides to just leave.They will probably never talk again and he was at peace with that.This was going to be their dirty little secret.

When he opened the door however he bumped straight into Camavinga.SHIT!!