Maybe I'm just not enough.
Maybe I'm weird.
Or maybe I act differently.
I wish people would see what is going on inside me.
When I mask my frustration with a shining smile.
When I'm laughing in one moment, but cry the next.
I heard so many times, that I'm somewhat weird or simply boring.
And every time it hit me hard.
I have this feeling like I don't have anyone, even though it's not true.
I feel like no one really sees me or try to understand me as a person who I really am with all the imperfections.
That's completely fine, although it hurts sometimes.
I feel lonely most of the time, even when I'm around people.
Am I really lonely though?
Yes, I am.
