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I was on my lowest point on that day
Months of suffering, time of struggling
The only words I wanna hear was
"We are here and we will support you."

Guess it wasn't the first words that I heard
But blaming all the these things that I do
Putting my decisions, my reasons untrue
I would never win with their thoughts of me

I've been an underdog for a long time
I chose peace and chase them every time
It was a one-sided relationship indeed
Cause all I wanted was a companion to be with

Words hurt most when you got it from someone who thought your ally
But gone are the days that I seemed to be like a family
Cause what, I am dragging them down to my own pit of misery
It echoes every time it comes to mind that I am a backlog of your company

What the hell did I do to deserve such backlash from you, people
I've been a pleaser, a joker and your life's happy pill
I crashed and will always make mistakes and fall from uphill
But I never imagined my so called family will leave me in hell

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