Feeling worthless, always on my mind
Confused by someone who makes me feel both special and unkind
My family's disappointment hangs heavy in the air,
A failure in their eyes, burdened with despair
As a son, as a brother, as a student, I fall short,
Unable to meet expectations, my efforts come to naught
Even as a friend, I fail to bring joy,
Instead, I make them feel worthless, like a broken toy.
If I am truly this flawed, this undeserving,
A failure in every role, my purpose unnerving
The thought of ending it all crosses my mind each day, a dark escape,
Yet even in that, I fear I'll fail, Unable to escape this never-ending tale.
Lost in a cycle of self-doubt and pain, Hoping for relief, but it's all in vain.
- Aman
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Inner Thoughts
PoetrySome inner thoughts A failed attempt for poem Note: English is not my first language
