Messages From My Mind After Midnight

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They float up up up and away
You'll find new ones people say
I don't want new ones I want the old
A brand new person, wow thats bold

I often look up at the clouds in the sky
Saying out loud can they tell me why
Does it hurt so bad right down to my soul
Living but feeling you have no control

The new me is confident, sure in her skin
The old Lea's still there deep down within
I grieve for my old life, the life I once had
This, only thing he's given me, thanks Dad.