Messages From My Mind After Midnight

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When next I wake up, I'm alone
It looks wierd but I know it's not home
My left arm wow it hurts me so bad
Everything just makes me feel sad

I don't have any idea why I'm here
The damage thats done, all is not clear
My basic abilities all seem ok
My more complex ones, who can say

At my lowest point I just wanted to die
I can't live this new way, that's no lie
My feelings for everything totally changed
My whole life ahead, now re-arranged

I was desperate to not lose my job
I couldn't be just any Tom Dick or Bob
My work was all that I knew
Rest of my life, now so askew

It was so hard to move on from this
I felt I'd never again, know such bliss
My wife is the magic to my song
She really saved me when she came along.