⚠️🔞Small mentions of sex🔞⚠️
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Lately me and Giyuu have been having problems in our relationship, lack of communication, lack of affection, haven't touched each other, look each other, kiss each other and I think he's starting fall out of love, I feel like I'm stuck in a one-sided relationship, like we haven't even been dating for months
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I don't want us to end, I love him, despite everything, despite the arguments, despite the lack of love, and all the other downs
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I want to save us, our relationship, I want to help us out
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...Maybe... I could try to...
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Giyuu was laying on the bed when Sanemi enter the room and sat next to him
🍃: ...Giyuu... Can we just please talk?
🌊: ...Do you want to break up with me?
🍃: of course not Giyuu
🌊: Don't lie to me! We haven't been happy in so long and I can tell you'd been losing feelings
🍃: ...Giyuu... You though I was loosing feelings?
🌊: Haven't you?
🍃: no, I want to help us in our relationship
🌊: ...How?...
There was a small silent as Sanemi was hesitating, but he took a deep breath
Giyuu was confused but then he heard Sanemi unbelting his belt and the zipper of his pants he understood what he wanted
🌊: No!
🍃: sex can play a role in increasing intimacy between romantic partners, and regular sex is linked to lower break ups in couples. Sex in relationships may also boost happiness levels and help couples bond. Giyuu... Are you willing to let me try? I'm not doing this for me, I'm doing it because I want us to stay together and become stronger as a couple
🌊: No!
🍃: ... I understand
🌊: NO! NO YOU DON'T! Don't you get it? I wanted to do it with you for a long time
🍃: ♥️⁉️ For how long?
🌊: • • • before I started to distance myself from you
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After hearing these words Sanemi was in shock and didn't knew how to react or what to say so he simply turn around facing him
Giyuu looked at him in the eyes and hugged him while Sanemi caressed his head
🌊: I wanted to do it with you for so long, but when I started thinking about it, it just filled my mind with so many negative thoughts, I stared to begin asking myself "Why were you with me?" I was scared... I didn't want you to just want me for that, but then again my body is far away from perfect... I didn't want you to be disappointed and-⁉️
Sanemi then hugs him as tight as he can
🍃: Giyuu... I don't love you because of your body, I love you because of you, yes, maybe I don't know why I do but I don't care why I do, I just do and I'm happy that you do too. If I only wanted you for your body, Why would I still be with you even tho you wouldn't even let me touch you in the slightless?
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🍃: I'm sorry for whatever I did that made you doubt me but I can guarantee you, Giyuu Tomioka, I don't love you because you have a beautiful body, I think your body is beautiful because I love you
Processing all this words was like an explosion to Giyuu who started crying and proceed to hug him even tighter
🌊: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't want to push you away, please don't leave
🍃: I won't, and we don't have to do anything at all tonight, I'll wait until you're ready
🌊: no... I want you~ please
🍃: ... as you wish
🌊: but please be gentle... it's my first time
🍃: I'll be as gentle as possible, and don't worry about anything else, for whatever you feel insecure just talk to me I'll help you with it and we'll take things at the rate that you feel more comfortable with
Giyuu couldn't feel any luckier as he kissed the man he loved while slowly
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