Surrounded by hypocrites

Treachery of love

After a period or a long period of depression, I discovered that nothing was worth it and that I was suffering psychologically for people or things that currently had no value to me. 😂❄
All these years and all these days of care have been in vain, and this matter has no longer mattered to me at all. I have become optimistic about what God has written for me, and I have revived my repentance, which I did not pay any attention to and it has become my only concern. ❤
Despite all this friendship and all these feelings, he manipulated me in a good way for someone who is a beginner in manipulation like him, but when it was my turn, I defeated him well with my cold style, which consists of manipulating his dignity and image, but everyone changed their view of him as a worthless person, but he did not notice that well. 🖤
It is true that I loved him and I still do, but he is a very vile person. I despised him outwardly and despised him intentionally because he did not deserve that at all. 🚷
My advice is: No matter how long the friendship lasts, tell me that if the opportunity arises for that friend to be better than you, he will never fail to do so, even if it means destroying you and your feelings completely, and I say this with confidence. It is important that the person is nice, good, and kind, believe me. At the first opportunity he gets to destroy you, he will never fail to do so 🙂💔
The most important thing is that I took my revenge, and he paid a heavy price with his reputation ❄
Bring hypocrisy and I will bring sufficiency
Raise my level leave widening
My revenge is strong, I fight like Levi
Let him go to hell and have no peace of mind 🚷🖤
As for the girl I love, I am still like that and I still have a galaxy of feelings for her, despite the lack of talk to her during this period. This does not mean that I am ignoring her, but rather that I am ignoring my friend who you are talking to because my feelings for him have died. 🖤
And if she loves him and has feelings for him, this is a good thing. There is no need to be sad at all, because it is not necessary for him to be my favorite person only, and I will not envy him for that because I love him. She may love him and he may love her, but no matter how much I love her, he will never love her like me. ❄
If she is mine, that is a good thing because we will live a very beautiful life, and if she is not mine, then congratulations to her on her life ❤
It is foolish to prevent someone you love from loving ❄
It is true that it is somewhat painful, especially when thinking about it, but as long as she found her happiness with him, congratulations to her for that. As for me, God will compensate me, but no matter how much he compensates me, he will not compensate me with someone I will love as much as I loved her, because I loved her to the point that I cared for her more than myself and loved her more than myself, but as long as fate is in the hands of my Lord I will never be afraid. I will feel a lot of pain towards her, of course, and this is inevitable, but I still trust in God that this girl is mine, and "inchlah" , my dream will come true one day, and we will be happy in our home if God decrees that for us.❤
Nothing goes as planned in this accursed world🖤
But everything goes as planned when you trust God ❤