The Spirits Within Us All [First Draft/In Edit]

Violet - Me Inside of Me

chaos in the Musical pt3 - Me inside of me

aka violet convince herself she's good

yea so i skipped a bunch of irrelevant songs

and first violet pov LETS GO

I watched in the dark pit of backstage as Gael and random girl 'killed' Karen by giving her pipe drainer in a mug. That is such a real Heather thing to do.

Speaking of Heather. Ugh. I feel like my life is just bad after she came along. I'm glad I found Karen. She really helps me.

"Oh my god I just killed my best friend!" You don't deserve to be called Karen's bestie. I am her bestie.

"And your worst enemy," Gael said flatly.

"SAME DIFFERENCE"

"Okay fake a suicide note"

Veronica opened her yapper, and I sang along sadly.

"Dear world,

Believe it or not

I knew about fear

I know the way loneliness stung"

Believe it or not. Dolores left me alone with Emily for quite a while before we found Karen. And Emily was... kind of toxic. But it was worth it.

It's better now.

"I hid behind smiles

And crazy hot clothes

I learns to kiss boys with my tongue."

I don't know. Boys are not just it. Or girls. Or anyone.

"That's good"

"But oooh

The world it held me down

I... weight like

A concrete prom queen crown..."

I sang along to the next line spiritually.

"No one thinks

A pretty girl has feelings

No one gets her insecurities

I am more

Than shoulder pads and make-ups

No one see

The me inside of me-"

Yeah that feeling I get sometime. I kinda want to be more than a pick-me. Even though I love being a pick-me, I think there's more to life than that.

"JESUS YOU'RE MAKING ME SOUND LIKE AIR SUPPLY" Karen snapped. It's amazing how Karen is so similar to Heather Chandler.

Gael left while Veronica stayed back in the corner, as 2 bald cops walked in with flashlight.

"WOAH IS THIS MURDER?" One guy said.

I'm very convinced I'm the smartest pick-me.

"No look, it's a suicide note" The other one picked up a piece of paper.

"They couldn't see pass

My rock-star mystique

They wouldn't dare look in my eyes

But just underneath was a terrified girl

Who clings to her pillows and cries"

Yeah. I kinda don't have other friends because I'm too godly for them. I am nice though, they need to know I won't bite.